Yes I went down again due to them
To save him from all derision and confusion they laid over him
Then due to so much evil he left and I was left to be in place of him
He is fine but this is needed for the sake of him and his mind...
That is why I look even worse now...so to speak...
I need to find a revival to go to...
The bible says to stir up the gift that is within thee
So I have faith God will see me through for He is in such bad shape and it clearly is shown
It seems it is the best thing to do...and God will give me more strength
I thank you for watching...from afar that is why though...because of such a thing...
She lies of me all the time to him and magnified all my faults as well...
Psalm 118, and 23 more...
Above now is
http://youtu.be/VWbYo6H0WiI the Best song for me Right Now "Just Say Jesus" and God's word...
2 Timothy 1
Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God, according to the promise of life which is in Christ Jesus,
2 To Timothy, my dearly beloved son: Grace, mercy, and peace, from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.
3 I thank God, whom I serve from my forefathers with pure conscience, that without ceasing I have remembrance of thee in my prayers night and day;
4 Greatly desiring to see thee, being mindful of thy tears, that I may be filled with joy;
5 When I call to remembrance the unfeigned faith that is in thee, which dwelt first in thy grandmother Lois, and thy mother Eunice; and I am persuaded that in thee also.
6 Wherefore I put thee in remembrance that thou stir up the gift of God, which is in thee by the putting on of my hands.
7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a SOUND MIND.
8 Be NOT thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Lord, nor of me his prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the gospel according to the power of God;
9 Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,
10 But is now made manifest by the appearing of our Saviour Jesus Christ, who hath abolished death, and hath brought life and immortality to light through the gospel:
11 Whereunto I am appointed a preacher, and an apostle, and a teacher of the Gentiles.
12 For the which cause I also suffer these things: nevertheless I am not ashamed: for I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day.
13 Hold fast the form of sound words, which thou hast heard of me, in faith and love which is in Christ Jesus.
14 That good thing which was committed unto thee keep by the Holy Ghost which dwelleth in us.
15 This thou knowest, that all they which are in Asia be turned away from me; of whom are Phygellus and Hermogenes.
16 The Lord give mercy unto the house of Onesiphorus; for he oft refreshed me, and was not ashamed of my chain:
17 But, when he was in Rome, he sought me out very diligently, and found me.
18 The Lord grant unto him that he may find mercy of the Lord in that day: and in how many things he ministered unto me at Ephesus, thou knowest very well.
But today is a new day...and God will help me for this...this is that trying pushing of Him trying me...and so here I am...but the Word of God is my ONLY LIGHT in this pit...Lord be thou my Own Helper...Im listening to Gospel music and got get some Holy Ghost oil renewed in me...Jesus Christ is so precious to me...as I stand on Psalms 31 as well...and all followers that follow His Righteous Cause...plead it with me...to fight all this stuff...say Psalm 35 with me much this day and more will follow...It Built OUR Nation and Honestly has to be for the Back Bone of the Great State of Texas as well...so all that is burdened down due to NO LIGHT in their lives ...Here it is...read it all and if YOUR Cause is with JESUS CHRIST and a Holy Righteous Cause which is mine...for I have only shown integrity and expressing His Glory ...Back in the Day Like the Idea of America was and is...all about freedom as WITH JESUS CHRIST 2 Corinthians 3:17...but in this Case it is God's will for the LIGHT to be shown ...and the feelings of love of Jesus Christ to be shown and His power...
Psalm 35
Plead my cause, O Lord, with them that strive with me: fight against them that fight against me.
2 Take hold of shield and buckler, and stand up for mine help.
3 Draw out also the spear, and stop the way against them that persecute me: say unto my soul, I am thy salvation.
4 Let them be confounded and put to shame that seek after my soul: let them be turned back and brought to confusion that devise my hurt.
5 Let them be as chaff before the wind: and let the angel of the Lord chase them.
6 Let their way be dark and slippery: and let the angel of the Lord persecute them.
7 For without cause have they hid for me their net in a pit, which without cause they have digged for my soul.
8 Let destruction come upon him at unawares; and let his net that he hath hid catch himself: into that very destruction let him fall.
9 And my soul shall be joyful in the Lord: it shall rejoice in his salvation.
10 All my bones shall say, Lord, who is like unto thee, which deliverest the poor from him that is too strong for him, yea, the poor and the needy from him that spoileth him?
11 False witnesses did rise up; they laid to my charge things that I knew not.
12 They rewarded me evil for good to the spoiling of my soul.
13 But as for me, when they were sick, my clothing was sackcloth: I humbled my soul with fasting; and my prayer returned into mine own bosom.
14 I behaved myself as though he had been my friend or brother: I bowed down heavily, as one that mourneth for his mother.
15 But in mine adversity they rejoiced, and gathered themselves together: yea, the abjects gathered themselves together against me, and I knew it not; they did tear me, and ceased not:
16 With hypocritical mockers in feasts, they gnashed upon me with their teeth.
17 Lord, how long wilt thou look on? rescue my soul from their destructions, my darling from the lions.
18 I will give thee thanks in the great congregation: I will praise thee among much people.
19 Let not them that are mine enemies wrongfully rejoice over me: neither let them wink with the eye that hate me without a cause.
20 For they speak not peace: but they devise deceitful matters against them that are quiet in the land.
21 Yea, they opened their mouth wide against me, and said, Aha, aha, our eye hath seen it.
22 This thou hast seen, O Lord: keep not silence: O Lord, be not far from me.
23 Stir up thyself, and awake to my judgment, even unto my cause, my God and my Lord.
24 Judge me, O Lord my God, according to thy righteousness; and let them not rejoice over me.
25 Let them not say in their hearts, Ah, so would we have it: let them not say, We have swallowed him up.
26 Let them be ashamed and brought to confusion together that rejoice at mine hurt: let them be clothed with shame and dishonour that magnify themselves against me.
27 Let them shout for joy, and be glad, that favour my righteous cause: yea, let them say continually, Let the Lord be magnified, which hath pleasure in the prosperity of his servant.
28 And my tongue shall speak of thy righteousness and of thy praise all the day long.
http://youtu.be/dCH143klfKU so this fits as well AWESOME!
Praise HIS HOLY NAME
JESUS CHRIST
Why? Because at 3 He made a promise to God about something that regarded such as me...but because of my size and my thighs...lets just say THIZE (that sums it up) and the Mockers mouth which has no room to talk or anything for that matter...per the SheKhineah Glory that Came down and over shadowed my hand
"HE is a SON of Zebedee"
Not a Son of satan
(for satan is a worm with worms on him)
After a tough a night Saturday Night I was blacked out...ugh...but I spoke with an intercessor like so and "Son of Zebedee" shot of my mouth just like out of NO where...and so as it goes...I pull it up and
wouldn't you know it...but he will run run run...but then again NOT because this is clear now and more and I don't lie to him and He knows it...but everybody else has been ... and not even letting him sleep...hush! halt! Let him sleep for rest is of the LORD...for He is a Son of amazingly I read this and Again I even blogged it when Sagaxity began ...Oddly again 317 shows up again...
Mark 3:17
James son of Zebedee and his brother John (to them he gave the name Boanerges, which means “SONS OF THUNDER”)...Go Figure...That is what the HOLY Ghost does for People it changes them...He's A God! He owns It ALL! He CAN DO IT ALL!!! why? BECAUSE HE's A GOD...with a rhythm like that can't stop...and cleanses and GIVES YOU A SOUND MIND...
Black is Naught and Brown is Naught
Whit is not the problem....the turning away...I honestly don't know why God puts me on these types of situations but He does...and this is the hardest and darkest...they curse me more out of righteousness ... and now something of me just went in the garbage and I couldn't get him to even call...because of the Mocker and the PEER PRESSURE...it was TOO HARD ... but my picture just went down due to this because so sad...But MY GOD is a GOD...and HE WILL HOLD ME UP...because GOD showed what the Witch Whore did and that was what he chose...because He missed the messages because he listened to the evil ones not the one of the Light that carried him since 3 in a way written even in her veins...on her thighs...STAND up and HALT!!!
The Witch Whore Mocker to be SB a famous person wanting the Rose and make it her own...messed him up so and God SAID she has to go...but God told him what to do...but he was not in His right might mind due to all the past and NOW it is over now...and I'm sad...because he listened and couldn't understand God even with Witnesses around the world wouldn't love God but Wanted money instead because work and life had ran him down...and others didn't obey and GOD's Coming Soon NOW...because the Witch Whore kept telling him over and over and over by text and polluted him with the fact that he is a DAMNED SON like herself...because she couldn't stand him being with her because Jesus Christ is TOO RIGHTEOUS...I loved him with ALL my heart in the pillows as you heard by God not me...and many witnesses...He is a merman due to being a lost soul...and the peer pressure is all that is needed to overcome...but He would not give me a PROPER Chance...GOD DID everything He COULD...and I showed mercy again...but it wouldn't have mattered now...and that was when He realized it was real...don't call me sweetie, because the witch whore mocker got in and disguised herself as me and confused him over and over and over ...that is why he couldn't rationalize the truth...and now you know the truth...and God even got on to me for being smart about things that were not to be...I was understanding last night...but again he missed it so maybe this will help him down that road...she calls me sweetie, darling and I cant stand her voice...and what she is and that she cursed me from the time I was in the womb...yes that is what she did .... and acted like she was he to me and then she put him so low due to exhaustion he almost died and then again and I prayed and God Heard my cry and delivered him...anything we do she is out in our business a millionaire with nothing better to do...but frustrate me over 2 years for my work which is was not hers...she used him to get to me and more...but if you saw a light and bright and now am black this is just a reflection of a few nights...but bad decisions was due to the Witch Whore Mocker of JESUS CHRIST...he wanted to come and see me...but she threatened his life and had him petrified by the time he would be ready and had him followed...because she planned to do that to him and then me...Im saying this so he can breath and see...it clear...why I would get so frustrated but then while she kept him busy demoting to glitter due to her desire and want of this power which is ONLY GIVEN BY Jesus Christ...she even told him to burn his bible which I prayed and helped him get to the store through Christ...He has to know because she wont leave no body alone...and she did worse then the 5 threatened him when he backed out and shot at him...and He needs to know it because he is almost out of his mind due to their taunting and fear being played on him...and the fact I can hear him well I could...but by the Power and Grace of Jesus Christ I will be back and hear him again...if he wants but I'll be alright...I just want him to have a clear mind and get rest because they don't care ...But GOD used HIM to stop it...and Glorified him and the Witch Whore was humiliated before all that heard and she wouldn't still stop so it was declared ... NONE at all of HER...yes the WWM calls me sweetie and you called her sweetie...then me so it would be the same and when she saw that ...she said call me sweetie and her sweetie to...see...I care about your well being...MY THIZE is holy and precious before the LORD but NOT THE MOCKER constantly brought up the peer pressure and the guys...and God hates their choices...and it is clear...it is far worse...but I blog this for HIS SAKE...because I'm honest and have integrity and DIDN"T want him to be fed lies FROM the witch whore again...because "Son of Zebedee" It is real it all happened...the invisible love over shadowed you and many witnessed, your choices among other things was due to your past and be a son of the fatherless...but Your Heavenly Father showed and declared...Im a gem ...and I let them because I bare the name...and I have to get renewed...but she played you because she couldn't stand my voice by the darkness and wickedness and it fleas from righteousness...and God Said BEFORE YOUR EYES...Zephaniah 3:17...but it is as
Zephaniah 3:14-20
14 Sing, O daughter of Zion; shout, O Israel; be glad and rejoice with all the heart, O daughter of Jerusalem.
15 The Lord hath taken away thy judgments, he hath cast out thine enemy: the king of Israel, even the Lord, is in the midst of thee: thou shalt not see evil any more.
16 In that day it shall be said to Jerusalem, Fear thou not: and to Zion, Let not thine hands be slack.
17 The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.
*God did and he did and he laughs at all my crazy stuff I say...I blogged this for your sake...so you know the truth...but while we were talking I didn't see it but you didn't want me to blog nigh I see it now...SHE DIDNT want me to blog...to keep you pinned down...and she began to record my voice through hers...on recorders from when she has tried to steal my voice...and then it stank before ALL and they HATE her wretched voice*
18 I will gather them that are sorrowful for the solemn assembly, who are of thee, to whom the reproach of it was a burden.
19 Behold, at that time I will undo all that afflict thee: and I will save her that halteth, and gather her that was driven out; and I will get them praise and fame in every land where they have been put to shame.
20 At that time will I bring you again, even in the time that I gather you: for I will make you a name and a praise among all people of the earth, when I turn back your captivity before your eyes, saith the Lord
Now the WWM which is stuck now...just lied again and said you just messed up everything we were going to do today...and there is nothing they were just talk...but my mind is sound...I will still preach His word and love that man it wasn't his fault...the world has gone mad and if it don't turn because God does these test ... It wont be long He is coming back for the TRUE hearts ... that LOVE his rhythm...and HIS VOICE...I have been cursed by her so many times and from all over the world...I stand before you ALL still and GOD's hand is on me...help me pray she be gone...and she takes NO MORE down with her...but this is and was the worse of all of them...COMBINED!!!! IT WOULDN'T REST...SO THERE YOU GO...AND I'm CARRYING ON...and maybe one day I will meet the famous "H" if I do...this is what happened...I honestly deeply cared for you ... but such has been messed up...and has a cockatrice mouth...I thought the Cockatrice was me in the rose...nah just the Holy Black Rat...which is talking now...politely I might add...The Holy Ghost keeps you sound...the comments are from his cockatrice mouth which with the Holy Ghost a new creation would bloom and that would be appropriately overcome...
The TRUTH was made known and prophecies of lives due to acts
My Faith if full in God always
http://youtu.be/Vg2HeGfGsZ4
Faithful To Believe
It was funny because He didn't know My GOD and he had no idea...I have the compassion to understand his jerkiness and I saw through him...but GOD is not ashamed of me...and HE CLEARLY LET HIM KNOW...but I had to get the junk off his life...and who knows whatelse God is Going to do ... for WE ALL SAW how HE prepares the table in the presence of MINE enemies...honestly NOT IN A MILLION YEARS unless afterthat the HOLY GHOST was upon HIM but he honestly did love me...the 4.5 hours was true which blows my mind...though it was just exercise is the funnest way ... that is why I am like am but to the witnesses I stress I felt nothing like the normal thing...For God declared it IN DETAIL ... awe does this embarrass you...but it clearer now right? Nah you didn't really hurt me...you proved the worst of the world which I already knew...when I let him in it happened like it always did but HE had the respect to tell me exactly what happened...NONE of the Others did...and then the fist and the hands blew him away...and he almost lost his mind...and I just have to say there is NO BODY LIKE Jesus Christ...for I were to be I would be in a desolate state due to the hardness of my life...and I told GOD...but how God I will be not what he will want going in the despair of life I can't keep up with it all...and be this and that in mind the way it is...but He was with me...and I am awesome by the witnesses...and yes I can go and go...and I am very strong...see I THOUGHT HE WAS SANE and I was obeying his sincere voice but it was not his heart speaking but the witch whore was speaking and then wanted to be the swan...utter disgust happened because he switched things for lying vanities...demoting to fake junk ... because they didn't want the truth...yes H...Im clearly sound...the work chair happened...the one passed out on the field during the day...and in Recompense the hands were cut off and it was the result of their personal fail...but it was not well because they became not well...
http://youtu.be/ultJ4zoNMuY
NO more NIGHT
...Just a pretty song...
Nope I was never given a proper chance...but he text to this one and that one...and I shared what God showed me...in the pillows...because he declared the what is TIGHT AND WHAT IS NOT RIGHT IN HIS SIGHT ...AND WHAT GOD INTENDED for a man...not to POLLUTE but to ABSTAIN and Live in the HERE AND NOW...its more alive ...but I just apparently sit and burdened down with this to meet the cries of them that wonder...but not that of the wickedness but of the right and declare the wickedness clearly in their sight...If you abstain and keep to His word in strivings He will provide what is needed to keep you.
I feel his anger that is always in silence but not in actions brings a horror to many women I learned by one of his expressions one night...the Swan hand is in the Rose the very bottom petal behind the stem...See the Holy Swan is me but when it was abused and mishandled the head turned black and frustration began and he was not being honest AT ALL...so NOW HE CAN COMPREHEND...even his work chair was different he had to take a leave of absence and so it is...so sad a guy that couldn't have been a genius couldn't figure me out and didn't know this realm existed ... but now between the whore witch mocker declared by the voice which he chose because of the thize...if you please LOL...I was with many famous by h hand...confirming it all...I can name them...but because I serve JESUS CHRIST...they hate me...and they wanted to do something with 5 then 6 which was h and then there was one more to 7 but that didn't happen because God intervened...and I will keep blogging and blogging and telling the whole story...Because What A God...and I gotta repent but I learned and have confirmed He is a SON OF ZEBEDEE NOT of that of a worm...
Oh yeah I know you very well...each of you...the brade indeed was the most kind and is displayed in the piece of the hooked h in the $ sign etc....the bow indeed was not but that of a devil and for I asked him do you trust me...for his anger had not yet beset him...its in the Shiggaion Reel which displayed before Many minds...yes it is all real...the witch whore wanted to be the swan which was sb...and ruin the real meaning of such...the Line-Art guy robbed my art which was a millionaire too...unbelievable...however h felt pressure to do something for me to protect me and him...but God cast it down...because Shekhinah Glory demands to tell it right...to avoid plight and he didn't with me...but they cockatrice among many they heard not a shield but cockatrice mouth...but to me deception...and yielding to peer pressures of the world...those is where he messed up...
see the witch whore mocker wanted to kill me 9 times...
NOTE KEY POINT IN LIFE IN ALL REALMS TO KEEP YOUR SANITY:
Live in INTEGRITY and HONESTY before ALL in REALMS of LIFE and put the HOLY GHOST in them, It keeps you SOUND In these in dream realms, and imagination realms, and even fantasy realms...
so God Loves Me and is proud of Me...and looks at them as WORMS because HIS TRUE HEARTS are beyond ... I miss the one I used to know of him I REALLY DO LOVE HIM With ALL MY HEART, and He did me once...But God told him he brought it on my state of life...because he was with the Witch Whore 2 years cursing and more...among the others and more...they said we don't like you saying this right now...but they talked and talked of it abroad and laughed and laughed...
So to the true the hearts Hear is how it started...
It started in 10/07/07 a collar bone breaks
I write...in pen
Then I stop and he begins to curse me
But h was already cursing me I was trying to get away from him...he had turned bad because he was higher up the scale
so I needed a stronger distraction or something...because I had this dream about an elbow I was going to marry and I wanted to find him...
Well, its so silly but dreams give us inspiration and the feeling was strong I knew someone out there really loved me...I found them...they just couldn't handle the thize
As their thoughts and words rolled...I felt them all and it kept me down...
Then it just don't stop...
It grows and grows and grows while I'm writing the bone my sister dies and I move away
They still curse me to write but they were doing far worse things than I ever dreamed...because of the effect that would happen when I let them in...etc...
God declares so awesomely
They thought I was bewitching them...the whole time...h proved them all wrong...but the promise of the 3 has thumb above it...h had to key it unlocked only for him even now...
I have to provide things honest to move on...and the whore witch, the whore witch cursed me and I went to protect h when she was going to attack h again and he so desperately weak by her sucking life out of him and using him...I am dripping in awful iniquity because it don't matter which realm I see the truth now...and im not inspired only by my GOD am I happy at His LOVE HE showed...my vulnerable state was to their advantage and God knew this but HE had hope in h for unknown reasons ...but he can't rationalize or face the whole reality of this thing right because of the whore witch, yes the whore witch can hurt him more than I...so I didn't want that to happen so I covered him because I prayed him out of hell and I didn't want it to happen to him again...but God can redeem me once I get Prayed through Again with the Holy Ghost...im pure I didn't ever know a man, ever...but hated for that among them and truth...many and among my own want to keep curse on him...he wants me to die because I have no money...and he couldn't help me perfectly had he got to know me the right way...You got to know your reality h of your life...
Help me to be free and forgive them to prevent my prayers from going to heaven...
Thank you JESUS when I did that folks...it relieved and released that is the power of Mercy my friends...