The Reason thereof is due to the face fact of such you are awaiting for it to be posted then obeying, that is not what was called on you to do...you declare truth there but not where you are at right now...
It is indeed due to you not OBEYING the Lord as you know and now....you know, I have to wait before I can...but It is due to mine obedience of why it is not done...D & C told you this, and you have been reluctant to do this thing ordered for you to do; therefore, the patience is due to your favor to get your house in order before so...for you know otherwise you are choosing the other consequences of your fate not the righteous but the other due to your CHOICE nothing more...
It is to save you from your darkness and the horror you ran from then caused...so are you going to OBEY or obey them and NOT C & D who are your friends not them...Mercy is and has been only waiting but as you now know and see...Are you going to Obey the LORD as YOU have known His Voice for Several years, you obey there, but NOT WHERE YOU ARE right NOW...
I know you are leaning in as you see, which is your fall of your own deceitful heart of your flesh for it is enmity against the God whom you have declared you love and desire and honor more than all of you life...and whom you have dedicated yourself to express and declare in openness...yet you will be rewarded in all you have done Secretly due to AGAIN and Must be given Again LUKE 12 ...and Matthew 6 Can you not perceive it? when you say You wouldn't do what you do if you KNEW WHAT YOU HAVE!
