Sunday, September 14, 2014

I am led and the other Page and MOre will follow as the Call of which is Sought OUT in the Sagaxity Way

It is Important this Go up today...again...and they are...
 
~ The DAY of Pentecost & It Goes back from Whence He was Born & further ~



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The First Day of Pentecost
An EXPERIENCE many have not yet EXPERIENCED
How Our Church Birthed and Began
120 in the Upper Room received the Holy Ghost,
At the 3rd hour they came out appearing drunk
But Peter clarified what Happened
Acts 1 & 2...the next day 5000 more was added to the church
It filled the house where they were sitting
Then it filled the whole city of Jerusalem Per Acts 1:8

The 3000 Crossed and went through His Firmament into His Kingdom by the Lovely Name of Jesus Christ by Water and the Spirit as it always does to this day comes down from heaven...

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In the piece above is representing the 3000 souls entered into His Kingdom Completely, some the FIRE BAPTIZED THEM FIRST, then they were WATER BAPTIZED 2ND or vice versa the order does not matter, just Repentence First does...so All and to this DAY that recieved the Holy Ghost in addition to the 120 in the upper room,
It has been preached they were in the Upper Room for 10 days interceding with prayer and in one accord then on the 3rd Hour of the day It fell as in Acts 2 by first a SUDDEN SOUND from HEAVEN as a RUSHING MIGHTY WIND,
There are 10 praying hands about the Upper Room to represent what I have heard preached,
The Upper Room in Jerusalem per studies of biblical maps was in the SouthWest Corner of Jerusalem, it was the highest room in Jerusalem,
The Wheat represents the FEAST of WEEKS, it was a
 'freewill 'offering...

Deuteronomy 16:10-15
And thou shalt keep the feast of weeks unto the LORD thy God with a tribute of a freewill offering of thine hand, which thou shalt give unto the LORD thy God, according as the LORD thy God hath blessed thee: 11And thou shalt rejoice before the LORD thy God, thou, and thy son, and thy daughter, and thy manservant, and thy maidservant, and the Levite that is within thy gates, and the stranger, and the fatherless, and the widow, that are among you, in the place which the LORD thy God hath chosen to place his name there. 12And thou shalt remember that thou wast a bondman in Egypt: and thou shalt observe and do these statutes.
13Thou shalt observe the feast of tabernacles seven days, after that thou hast gathered in thy corn and thy wine: 14And thou shalt rejoice in thy feast, thou, and thy son, and thy daughter, and thy manservant, and thy maidservant, and the Levite, the stranger, and the fatherless, and the widow, that are within thy gates. 15Seven days shalt thou keep a solemn feast unto the LORD thy God in the place which the LORD shall choose: because the LORD thy God shall bless thee in all thine increase, and in all the works of thine hands, therefore thou shalt surely rejoice.

So when you Repent and Turn Away you present YOURSELF Freely and you Gain Eternity...Many of My Heros have shed their lives and blood for this very cause...More than I realize or can comprehend...it was in celebration of the Harvest and When they were brought out of Egypt created the 1st Passover. Then 50 days later which was on the very very 1st day of Pentecost was given the TEN COMMANDMENTS,
NOW the Holy Ghost guides and Teaches us in Having His Law and Mercy WRITTEN on our HEARTS if and only if We are Happy to receive it...So much blood and tears for His Love that No other god could give or have the power to give...for this to be MERCY had to come for the sake of TRUTH to be lived due to the great deceptor deceived so many...and prevented life as in abundance as we know it for my Jesus' Sake, No one could approach God directly they had to go through the High Priest to even commune with God, But When Mercy Met Truth, We sincerely call On His Name Directly and He hears us but to be Saved Jesus Christ said
John 3:3, 5
3Jesus answered and said unto him, "Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God."
5Jesus answered, "Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God."
I would ponder how to paint the Spirit of the Holy Ghost, for He Showed me in great deptness...

This Happened because MERCY met TRUTH...
As King David Professied in Psalm 85 & 22...I wondered for years how to picture that...This is what was laid on my heart to paint which is a series

Psalm 85:10

Mercy and truth are met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other.

Mercy is never ending, Truth is Measured...is that not clear










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Psalm 22
My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring?
2O my God, I cry in the daytime, but thou hearest not; and in the night season, and am not silent.
3But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel.
4Our fathers trusted in thee: they trusted, and thou didst deliver them.
5They cried unto thee, and were delivered: they trusted in thee, and were not confounded.
6But I am a worm, and no man; a reproach of men, and despised of the people.
7All they that see me laugh me to scorn: they shoot out the lip, they shake the head, saying,
8He trusted on the LORD that he would deliver him: let him deliver him, seeing he delighted in him.
9But thou art he that took me out of the womb: thou didst make me hope when I was upon my mother's breasts.
10I was cast upon thee from the womb: thou art my God from my mother's belly.
11Be not far from me; for trouble is near; for there is none to help.
12Many bulls have compassed me: strong bulls of Bashan have beset me round.
13They gaped upon me with their mouths, as a ravening and a roaring lion.
14I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint: my heart is like wax; it is melted in the midst of my bowels.
15My strength is dried up like a potsherd; and my tongue cleaveth to my jaws; and thou hast brought me into the dust of death.
16For dogs have compassed me: the assembly of the wicked have inclosed me: they pierced my hands and my feet.
17I may tell all my bones: they look and stare upon me.
18They part my garments among them, and cast lots upon my vesture.
19But be not thou far from me, O LORD: O my strength, haste thee to help me.
20Deliver my soul from the sword; my darling from the power of the dog.
21Save me from the lion's mouth: for thou hast heard me from the horns of the unicorns.
22I will declare thy name unto my brethren: in the midst of the congregation will I praise thee.
23Ye that fear the LORD, praise him; all ye the seed of Jacob, glorify him; and fear him, all ye the seed of Israel.
24For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard.
25My praise shall be of thee in the great congregation: I will pay my vows before them that fear him.
26The meek shall eat and be satisfied: they shall praise the LORD that seek him: your heart shall live for ever.
27All the ends of the world shall remember and turn unto the LORD: and all the kindreds of the nations shall worship before thee.
28For the kingdom is the LORD'S: and he is the governor among the nations.
29All they that be fat upon earth shall eat and worship: all they that go down to the dust shall bow before him: and none can keep alive his own soul.
30A seed shall serve him; it shall be accounted to the Lord for a generation.
31They shall come, and shall declare his righteousness unto a people that shall be born, that he hath done this.

Jesus Christ went where NO deity OR principality, of being of any kind has went before...for what
LOVE
He is ALIVE
FOREVER MORE

...that's what you call A God that LOVES...

So much that he even came from the womb of a Virgin, some find this hard to believe...I pray that they pray "God help My Unbelief" because everthing He Did was for an eternal purpose...and its over and over and over again and again...Now I was reading 1 Chronicles and I came across where Bethlehem was the smallest prince of them all, so He Honors Him above all...Micah 5:2 confirms as well as Luke 2:4,15

1 Chronicles 11:15-19
Now three of the thirty captains went down to the rock to David, into the cave of Adullam; and the host of the Philistines encamped in the valley of Rephaim. 16And David was then in the hold, and the Philistines' garrison was then at Bethlehem. 17And David LONGED, and said, OH that one would give me DRINK OF THE WATER OF THE WELL OF BETHLEHEM, that is at the GATE! 18And the three brake through the host of the Philistines, and drew water out of the well of Bethlehem, that was by the gate, and took it, and brought it to David: but David would not drink of it, but poured it out to the LORD, 19And said, My God forbid it me, that I should do this thing: shall I drink the blood of these men that have put their lives in jeopardy? for with the jeopardy of their lives they brought it. Therefore he would not drink it. These things did these three mightiest.

HENCE, I was drawn to paint the Well at the Gate of Bethlehem,
Because He is the KEY to living WATER...Why David Longed, but wouldn't take because the mystery of why is what the Holy Ghost teaches, which He had but whence not the NAME but not too as in (and I just realized what that means God is my Witness)

Acts 1:16
16Men and brethren, this scripture must needs have been fulfilled, which the Holy Ghost by the mouth of David spake before concerning Judas, which was guide to them that took Jesus. 17For he was numbered with us, and had obtained part of this ministry. 18Now this man purchased a field with the reward of iniquity; and falling headlong, he burst asunder in the midst, and all his bowels gushed out. 19And it was known unto all the dwellers at Jerusalem; insomuch as that field is called in their proper tongue, Aceldama, that is to say, The field of blood.
20For it is written in the book of Psalms, Let his habitation be desolate, and let no man dwell therein: and his bishoprick let another take.

How David LONGED...but just Knew...Hence Why the STAR OF BETHLEHEM the smallest of all the PRINCES was even Honored that day, and WHY

Acts 2:25-36
25For David speaketh concerning him, I foresaw the Lord always before my face, for he is on my right hand, that I should not be moved:
26Therefore did my heart rejoice, and my tongue was glad; moreover also my flesh shall rest in hope:
27Because thou wilt not leave my soul in hell, neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption.
28Thou hast made known to me the ways of life; thou shalt make me full of joy with thy countenance.
29Men and brethren, let me freely speak unto you of the patriarch David, that he is both dead and buried, and his sepulchre is with us unto this day. 30Therefore being a prophet, and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him, that of the fruit of his loins, according to the flesh, he would raise up Christ to sit on his throne; 31He seeing this before spake of the resurrection of Christ, that his soul was not left in hell, neither his flesh did see corruption. 32This Jesus hath God raised up, whereof we all are witnesses. 33Therefore being by the right hand of God exalted, and having received of the Father the promise of the Holy Ghost, he hath shed forth this, which ye now see and hear.
34For David is not ascended into the heavens: but he saith himself, The LORD said unto my Lord, Sit thou on my right hand,
35Until I make thy foes thy footstool. 36Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly, that God hath made that same Jesus, whom ye have crucified, both Lord and Christ.

Micah 5:2
But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little among the thousands of Judah, yet OUT OF THEE SHALL HE COME FORTH  unto ME that is to be RULER IN ISRAEL; whose goings forth have been from of old, from everlasting.

The Prince of Peace born, buried, and Arose...and IS ALIVE,
But He came so WE WOULD have Life MORE ABUNDANTLY, and HE DID IT!

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He Showed the Gate, the Portal, The Door to enter into His Kingdom...He confirms His Name again...so He sent the Promise and the Promise is on the Day of Pentecost revealed by Peter because he was given the Keys...

Acts 2:38-41
Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. 39For the PROMISE is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call. 40And with many other words did he testify and exhort, saying, Save yourselves from this untoward generation. 41Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls

Luke 24:46-48, tarrying for Pentecost in v49
And said unto them, Thus it is written, and thus it behoved Christ to suffer, and to rise from the dead the third day: 47And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. 48And ye are witnesses of these things
49And, behold, I SEND THE PROMISE of my Father upon you: but tarry ye in the city of Jerusalem, until ye be endued with power from on high.

They tarried until it fell from Heaven so He lived as a child, as man, No other god or deity or in anyform would die to cleanse me of my sins, His Love is no greater...He is the Father, the Son, and The Holy Ghost...His Name is Jesus Christ!

John 5:43
I am come in my Father's name, and ye receive me not: if another shall come in his own name, him ye will receive.
~ The Name of the Father ~

Mathew 1:21
And she shall bring forth a son, and thou shalt call his name JESUS: for he shall save his people from their sins
~ The Name of the Son ~

John 14:26-27
But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.
~ The Name of the Holy Ghost ~
27Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Matthew 28:19
19Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: 20Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen
ll did it iThen Send us a Teacher to Help us have Life more Abundantly that we can overcome all Wrongful Sin, He is the ONLY way if it were not so...He would have told us...
Pentecost is it all, when you are born you are as a baby, and you grow in His Kingdom, you will grow like a baby...Just remember that...don't pitch a fit, repent, brush the dust off your feet and stay in the GATE, the Spiritual of His Kingdom!

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I Thessalonian 1:10
And to wait for his Son from heaven, whom he raised from the dead, even Jesus, which delivered us from the wrath to come.

~~ As in process of Repenting ~~

Luke 24:49
And, behold, I SEND THE PROMISE of my Father upon you: but tarry ye in the city of Jerusalem, until ye be endued with power from on high.
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That My FRIENDS is what Pentecost is ALL ABOUT...and it keeps pouring...
It had to be in reverse because as my study that is what came to me to paint...so Glory be to MY GOD, who for His Love and MERCY to me...To Him be ALL THE GLORY...
ALL For HIS MAJESTY...

*This was not premeditated or written aforetime...it was just written as so...I tried to write but it would only come til this time as so. **All Work Created and Painted from my mind, no pictures were used in this...Only what I was drawn and Inspired to do, which would not leave me...

His Servant, Sagaxity


I am drawn to paint Repentance and Battle Hymn of the Republic...another challenge indeed...but it makes perfect sense...may He guide my hands...

 

Friday, September 12, 2014

Jesus Christ is NOT a Democracy...HIS WORDS as written in the KJV will STAND anywhere...Why I say this???

9/13/14

So if you take what you hear from God and you use democracy you cancel it out for you are putting all other, and it is only Opinions over Him which then Democracy becomes your form of rationalization and way of life...and it cancels out Jesus Christ in your life because If He deliberately tells you something He means it to be done for His word will NOT Return Void...Isaiah 55:11.  For the Disobedient is in hell and it is real...let nothing tell you it is not...And So if you take what you have heard from God and discuss with this one, and that one, you find yourselve doing everything but God's will in your life...then you began to avoid the will of God and even forget Him and He will turn your life, a family's life, City's life, State's Life and all the way up to the level of the entire country as a whole in a hell per Psalm 9...because you are being contrary to the Will of God and then like it says Satan will sift you as wheat...

Now Democracy far as the Country of the USA is concerned it important due to the way of a KING...it is not good because if he is an evil king evil reigns and no rights are given...in the USA's case the PEOPLE employ their leaders and if they as a whole pay attention they are the boss of the one in charge when they are united...even people in small countries with the Name of Jesus Christ  can change the whole direction of a country...The word of God is the most aged words in all of history and even in its history repeats itself, showing the gift of knowledge given to man...and the results of human's choices then and now because they are all man's decision...if you do this the consequence is this, if you do that the consequence is that...which is positive and negative...the Book of LIFE as it is referred to is TRUE because it is about the choices and the result of our choices.
So a democracy in weighing to the WORD of God which is where the Constitution was birthed due to 2 Corinthians 3:17...Where Jesus Christ's words reign there is liberty to prosper...and America was birthed because the Christians were being tortured in other countries for serving Jesus Christ...the bigotry starts in the Gospels and then even with Peter in Acts 4 and with Paul...it is a prophecy of the book which was written way before any other of the others and if they are contrary look at the fruit of the land...does it appear to be to the curses of the Dueter 28 and Lev 26...and more so Or do they line up with Exodus 20 or is such being revisited back to them to be over came because they turned away...and they are a result of Psalm 9...all answers is in the Bible and the way of prosperity and being progressive in life is obeying it...otherwise you are repeating a place in history in it...and it shows clearly...the result of their TYPE OF PROSPERITY....John 5:28~29...and Without Jesus Christ you can do nothing...

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Jesus Christ is a King and So is a Shepherd...it is clear...

Jesus Christ's Words will NOT return void no matter how much democracy comes of His Spoken words...

Does a REAL Shepherd after hearing God's voice go to the sheep and ask them what they think? Nah...nor does he ask them where to graze but He leads them ACCORDING TO THE SCRIPTURES...the children of Israel didn't Tell Moses where to go or what to do NOR DID he consult with them but consulted with God ONLY...

So God tells Moses pick up the rod...Moses DONT run to the children of Israel and ASK should I pick up the rod? or what do you think I should do?  BUT WAIT THAT IS NOT ENOUGH HE THEN runs to Pharaoh and ask him what his thoughts were...and IF THIS WERE TO OCCUR all the while Moses is BEING DISOBEDIENT to the Lord because by the time he gets back to attempt to pick up the Rod with ALL Egypt and The Children of Israel watching...the rod is GONE, BECAUSE HE WAS AN UNWILLING VESSEL...

Now if you know God you know what would happen for His word does NOT return VOID?  But Moses' heart knew better and had seen this happen many times in his life among many...and was wise to this and was NOT a fool and DIDNT seek the "eyes of a divided crowd"...But you can see what He did in Exodus He is a good example which DID NOT SEEK EVERY KIND OF COUNCIL OR THOUGHTS for all were hot air compared to the Almighty GREAT I AM...

And SO...if this is occurring or if a King seeks council of a contrary council which is against GOD's Will and IS Clearly Against His word and clearly states this is that NOT of Good and the king heeds to the contrary council then indeed the king is disobeying GOD and HIS WORD...and it will show whose side he is on...for there are only two...Jesus Christ and the other...Because if the King seeks everybody's will and council and way  of thought he would never get anything done and they would constantly be going in circles...Same applies for a Shepherd as well...round and round all go in every direction...

There is planted a seed of chaos
As the waves of the middle of the ocean
one comes this way and another goes the other way
a constant swirling and no leader
for the are all controlled by what they know not
Hence the eyes of the crowd of the Entire world as a whole
 
 
Jesus Christ is NOT a Democracy He is a King, You either Obey or NOT for all was made for His Pleasure...Psalm 8 and Revelations 4:11...IF YOU really think about it...HE DIDN'T asked His disciples of what THEIR THOUGHTS WERE OF WHICH His Heavenly Father told Him to do...He didn't consult them ONE time...He told them what was and is going to be...He didn't ever say...My heavenly Father said this what do you think we should do?  That is indecisive and contrary and being disobedient to His Heavenly Father...and He kept the Righteous LAW in perfection...Obeyed and Provided all things Honest so clear to all...It was never a democracy but in perfect order of the commandments, and God's will...for without Jesus Christ you can do nothing...John 15:5 and All will SEE and Hear Jesus Christ according the resurrection of which you LIVE by...John 5:29, then v28...for it is a great knowledge to know...
 
 Revelations 4:11
 Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created ALL things, and for THY PLEASURE they are and were created.
 
~and~
 
Psalm 8
 O Lord, our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth! who hast set thy glory above the heavens.
Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings hast thou ordained strength because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy and the avenger.
When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the stars, which thou hast ordained;
What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him?
For thou hast made him a little lower than the angels, and hast crowned him with glory and honour.
Thou madest him to have dominion over the works of thy hands; thou hast put all things under his feet:
All sheep and oxen, yea, and the beasts of the field;
The fowl of the air, and the fish of the sea, and whatsoever passeth through the paths of the seas.
O Lord our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth!
 
 See it is simple Jesus Christ lived as we and showed us how to be...hence He said Follow me He said you would be made Kings/Queens and Priests...Where the Eagles Flock to The KING OF KINGS...you grow in the Lord when you follow him...before He walked on the Water to Peter He prayed as a man to His Father, Jesus didn't consult his disciples which were the closest NOR HIS MOTHER...only His Father, and more just look closely at God's actions throughout the whole BIBLE which Jesus Christ was God manifested in the Flesh...John 1:1~2 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  Sush!!! God's word Created the Heavens and the Earth such as Let there BE...in Genesis 1...hence THE SAME...
THE SAME was in the beginning with God.  JOHN 8:58 Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Before. Abraham. was, I Am.. THEN AGAIN IN 1:14 AND THE WORD WAS MADE FLESH, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Dealing with Sorrow and Grief...In Honor of my Dad at this Time...

I must say this is most comforting to me...I took his humble clothes and cut them up randomly...
no pattern and two t-shirts I have kept for years and never wore they were too cut to wear so I decided to add them in the pile...humble and worn for now he would quote all the time a man that does not provide for his family is I Timothy 5:8 But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel. --He made it is what I know...and that is what I know when I see him again...at the events in which God will even wake him up for...such as He did many saints the day of His resurrection!!!

Life is FOREVER in the Kingdom of God...Hence the Meaning of the particular verse..."O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?" ~ I Corinthians 15:55 ...I have heard it now said Jesus Took the Sting OUT OF DEATH...and it is because you sleep and are awaken and you are in perfect paradise...Now I could feed grief or despair...but he didn't want it to consume me...but I have dealt with serious grief before and I clung to the words of LIFE the Holy Bible and the Alter...and then peace was very hard to find...it was most grievous and Psalm 3 came to be a very Strong realization...but really I didn't grasp that these words are LIFE...and HOPE and is the fountain of LIFE...It is the spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life. ~ John 6:53 ...these words get you through it...IT is STILL VERY HEARD and SORROWFUL...the sadness seems it will never go away...I am happy to know that this grief is not as so...but so PRECIOUS...as Psalm 116:15 Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints. ...So when you KNOW who Jesus Christ is and you do your best between Him and you and you live in the Light you know, and once you learn something you heed to correct your actions...Death will not celebrate a capture and conquer but You defeat death by Overcoming...

Hence I NOW CLEARLY understand the Dream I remembered from 2003 while we were laying him to rest...and it came back to my...I saw him dancing on a dug out grave for it was empty and the pile was there...my dad was dancing on the line of faith for he was in the air as though he would not be captured by death...for he struggled with chronic depression and I kept telling him the past year and half "get your house in order" which is YOUR TEMPLE...off and on, as I was there I realized again why I didn't fret...for the line of faith is in the wind...in the dream you could say he was Dancing on the Wind as in the still air...or on Tombstones...though life is hard and very grinding the most important thing in this life is to Make it with your Heavenly Father...which the most valuable is LIFE...for it is more precious and treasured more than gold...because with Jesus Christ whom is the Arthur it is forever and ever...something hard to reason as a human being...so as here in the earth as
life goes on...

I am quilting his humble clothes into one big quilting spread or quilt and thus is as far as I have gotten...I weep and I have his favorite songs playing and more...and an amazing peace which blows my mind...how this will end up I don't know for there is no pattern to it...I pick neither is it seamed for it is two sided as it goes and flows...and I will sew until all pieces are sewn to it...

Here is a few random pics...


The First Beginning on 9/8/2014 of the sewing for I cut them all up on 9/4-5/2014...I randomly sew and behold a pot...he cooked a lot...with tender loving care...

 
Here is a cuff and I love his back worn pocket...I buttoned then sewed it so it would not ravel...He had hard life...but HE WAS and AWESOME DAD, He taught me a lot...and it will forever more be more unwinding in the Way God shows it as so...why I couldn't see it then though I prayed be sure and let know all I need to know and be grateful for before he goes...but you can't see it all...but this quilt is soooo comforting and is to me far better than giving them to the goodwill...He was buried in his only Suit Coat and he had lost weight for his gray dress pants...but they made them fit...and his one dress shirt...and a tie was donated...he always threw his ties in the trunk of the car, or in the back seat...they never stayed on hangers...

 
Random cut out and I pray so desperately the integrity shows of how His Life was for...a GREAT MAN...with strong to survive but His the Roll was called and He loved the Hymns...

 
...it is two pairs of pants, 3 pull over shirts, 1 sweater, his jacket, 2 plaid button long sleeve shirts, and 5 white t-shirts...and then the two my dad got me which I considered too adorable to wear and I didn't want the print of the purpose to fade so I cut them up but preserved the picture and will sew them in somewhere that will be perfect...It is a great memorial piece for him...now for my sister I couldn't neither could I draw things for I would be so grieved but this comforts my heart...and great warmth is there...and I wait to see Him again along with the others that have Gone to be with Jesus Christ because that is Why Jesus Christ died so we could live forever...


When I am done I will post this...It is an absolute :) I will update I have 3 pieces such of the size as of the last pic...I even dream about it in the midst of getting other things done as well...is why 

Saturday, September 6, 2014

These such as so and many more for at the Appointed Time...

With God great Sorrow is not cast aside
But in HIS TIMING He will INDEED GIVE
GREAT Gifts and Blessings and FAITH
For He was a man of Sorrows and aquainted with Grief
Psalm 42:11
Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.
 
 
 For it is a Dark Royalpurple Rose weeping in sorrow
for the woe is great to bare at different times in life...
Not just Death of a loved one...but of many a circumstance
The petals represent the Sadness of the life fallen
However, when You hope in God
You know life will spring again and bloom again
For this is just a time on the Rose bush of which brings life
Not all Blooms are perfect but they are all purposeful in something only God can recreate
He is the Only One which can give you Beauty for your Ashes of Sorrow and even shame...
It is a JOY to speak on His word and it great LIFE and unending and nothing is ends for ALL things through HIM are ETERNAL!
 
Isaiah 63:1-3
The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;
To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, TO GIVE UNTO THEM BEAUTY FOR ASHES, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.
 
SEE?
 
 
Psalm 42
As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?
When I remember these things, I pour out my soul in me: for I had gone with the multitude, I went with them to the house of God, with the voice of joy and praise, with a multitude that kept holyday.
Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance.
O my God, my soul is cast down within me: therefore will I remember thee from the land of Jordan, and of the Hermonites, from the hill Mizar.
Deep calleth unto deep at the noise of thy waterspouts: all thy waves and thy billows are gone over me.
Yet the Lord will command his lovingkindness in the day time, and in the night his song shall be with me, and my prayer unto the God of my life.
I will say unto God my rock, Why hast thou forgotten me? why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
10 As with a sword in my bones, mine enemies reproach me; while they say daily unto me, Where is thy God?
11 Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.
 
 
See the Comforting Angel in the Sorrow and Pain which NONE can COMFORT
Neither do they have the ANSWERS to comfort you but ONLY GOD has them therefore and ANGEL is sent to comfort you
In the GREAT peace or agonizing Silent times...
ONLY GOD has the Answers
Always CRY OUT to Him and He will answer in due to time
Such is as definitely SO GOD has the Answer...
 
Isaiah 55:8-9
  For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Indeed Job and Mary the Mother of Christ knows this Sorrow and ABOVE ALL GOD

So it is always good to TRUST to the UNSEEN HAND
I hummed this since I heard it...for my mom sang it many times and it is a favorite old him and it was with the stuff and then I searched for something where I could listen to...I just listen to it and I stumbled upon this at the perfect time during grieving...it came across my path

http://youtu.be/cRsrFmO3BTE?list=PL_2L6PFqX-TIpfWqjGjpD0bVWaDhI2eE7

For I went through a long hard battle and indeed I realize due to the choices of the which made promises to God and didn't keep them but rebelled which is all throughout the Bible it clearly shows but I just pray I fulfill all I must on the EARTH...for I died in Christ ALL the MORE ...His will is perfect and brings life ...

There is an unseen Hand to me,
That leads thru ways I cannot see;
While going thru this world of woe,
 This hand still leads me as I go
I'm Trusting too the Unseen Hand,
That guides me through this weary land
And Some sweet day I'll reach that strand,
Still Guided by the unseen hand
His hand has led thru shadows drear,
And while it leads I have no fear;
I know twill lead me to that home,
Where sin nor sorrow e'er can come,
I'm Trusting too the Unseen Hand,
That guides me through this weary land
And Some sweet day I'll reach that strand,
Still Guided by the unseen hand
I long to see my Savior's face
And sing the story "Saved by Grace"
And there upon that golden strand,
I'll praise Him for His guiding hand.
I'm Trusting too the Unseen Hand,
That guides me through this weary land
And Some sweet day I'll reach that strand,
Still Guided by the unseen hand

It is a slow and hold hymn...they are just awesome music of the Land and of HOPE
 

So many pieces I have went and gotten out...and this is the 2nd of the beginning of this work...

Which blew my mind when JC appeared on the middle of the Right side and as a flame coming out of his mouth...and Here it is which I can't explain it but I had to keep going and I have more CAR2, to God be all the GLORY and I will keep moving on but this is something I still cannot explain but until the appointed TIME for everything has a purpose with GOD...and I give him all the glory for this is far out but Jesus Christ is the Arthur of FAR OUT...something I realized my DAD taught in many of his small daring sentences of FAITH he proclaimed...He didn't understand this and it is just plain to see is all...so for the REACH and ponders of the ARTISTIC minds here you go...done on 1-7-2010 and it was in this process after 4 months of my elder sisters death I was compelled to do random drawings...and lo and behold here is the 2nd one of this edition...the Black and Whites 9"x12"

 
...it is in the binder...but the JC I saw later a few weeks later to be exact and it just blew my mind for who else could it be with a flame coming out of His Mouth...
 
it is a clear story to the artistic mind and To God be ALL the Glory and His GRACES and BLESSINGS be upon in His Name which is Jesus Christ...I will give my glory to NONE Other no matter how far out it is to any other but Jesus Christ...for it is placed in life as we know it in all ways it is placed somewhere in His Word...where it is described and where it is in His word is truth...to Me He is Clear and more...Keep His Commandments for and I am anxious to do more..
 
For this piece with many others I had was in a place I had to go and get because it was stored.
 
Here is the First Edition of Black and White
1st edition and the beginning of the stories written in Black and White...
 

Godly Sorrow...and more will come...
 
I had to...God's GLORY and NONE other for they have my number to call but there was a reason the would not...and they didn't want at all these posted so therefore it is clear...as to why...
 
and to YOU which said YOU wished I hadn't done this...as I hear...well you have my contact information and you knew it was coming...I waiting patiently but you are waiting for something that will never be for such to call me...when it is up to you now or any other which has dreamt of my direct contact information and the followers which didn't send which is still in the envelope to send you sit and wait on what??? I obey and now you know why such of him would not call he used all these...and made prints and removed the signature parts...see I know and it is all recorded...these were in the area of which We laid my father to rest...
 
I posting all I am led to post though he and with a team did many and so on...but these are ones MOST pertinent to be posted and yes I will explain...
 
It is Clear it is all recorded by the Cross and more...
 
Here is one of this edition...and more will follow but I must do more of this black and white edition but bigger...with my maxum pens which are waiting and more...
 
 
it is feet right foot resting on the left foot...
 
 
New Creature in Christ...for their world became a shatter and Christ was which could save them...and the only one which could save them...it is not I...but that of another...
 
Inspiration of a Bob but not the other is required...
He loved the Dolphin for him...and the Eagle he loved this story...we just had no idea
 
 
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Color Ones which began first
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11 the Glory ENDS in a sense...
 

 
Flamingoes which was a gift but they chose a digital copy instead of the real one...

~The Scarlet Letter~
Rips and Tares and will never cease and soon once it is overcome and learns
It is a case of death it will die or become all white by OVERCOMing it Or
The Black will consume it in death
 
 
Hanging by the Cross and How Grace Keeps you from falling Alpha and Omega with an
Young Eagle as the Upright of her Glory for God is her Rereward...which is His Grace...because her ignorance is Clear!!! I have to laugh but only now do I see it...
 
 
 
 Then in the midst of this my heart was down and sore due to my sorrow...then I went to Church and IT CHANGED THE TIDE...with this and peace and growth and life flooded my soul all the more...and I knew what was the most important and I wait upon the Lord...
 
Isaiah 58:8 and the same Small town Preacher preached Amos 9:6...
then I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt all the more and the Doubt got smaller and smaller and smaller and is gone over this...but I was sooo uplifted I had to write it out...and more...
 
 
HIS word is BRIGHT and I got on the right path though I see him in the artistic EYE he is there helping me...and the TRUTH of it so is the WAR present in all of them...yes I put my instead of thy for it felt as it was as so...but I wanted to be careful and respect it as so so it lay clear as is...
Yes The Glory of the Lord is my REWARD...and I just realized what that meant with Alpha and Omega to God be all the GLORY in this far out way of expression of life...
 

Sunday, August 31, 2014

The Best Scripture I can sum up my Dad is this as a dad and a man...The Road Less Traveled, But STRONGER

Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. ~ Matthew 5:7

Then these followed...

But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also. ~ Matthew 5:39  (this is not weak at all)

Recompense to no man evil for evil. Provide things honest in the sight of all men. ~ Romans 12:17

Then this and in order of the cross reference...

 Say not thou, I will recompense evil; but wait on the Lord, and he shall save thee. ~ Proverbs 20:22

Then I was remembering that reference but remembered it as Proverbs 22:20 but read through 23, then all the way to the end...They are ALL EQUAL IN ABSOLUTE VALUE

20 Have not I written to thee excellent things in counsels and knowledge,
21 That I might make thee know the certainty of the words of truth; that thou mightest answer the words of truth to them that send unto thee?
22 Rob not the poor, because he is poor: neither oppress the afflicted in the gate:
23 For the Lord will plead their cause, and spoil the soul of those that spoiled them.

The Sentence ends like on verse 23 as I understood it...then I had to read the rest as follows of Proverbs 22

24 Make no friendship with an angry man; and with a furious man thou shalt not go:
25 Lest thou learn his ways, and get a snare to thy soul.
26 Be not thou one of them that strike hands, or of them that are sureties for debts.
27 If thou hast nothing to pay, why should he take away thy bed from under thee?
28 Remove not the ancient landmark, which thy fathers have set.
29 Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before mean men.


This indeed is but Matthew 5:7 sums it all up...for if you have mercy many blessing follow for His favorite sermon (which he preached)  was of PSALM 85...yes my dad would ask for forgiveness and give it as well very humbled in so many ways...but I have found this after His death...such things are hidden for a reason and then we see and GOD sees it better this way...For God bless him in His endeavors as a being equal to the Angels per Luke...and May He bless him to raise in the Levels of the Heavens and be grand in God's Kingdom...

Psalm 85:10 Mercy and truth are met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other.
11 Truth shall spring out of the earth; and righteousness shall look down from heaven.


This is just the beginning of the treasures of which God will reveal through me and in me He would ask as such "If I have offended you in anyway I apologize or will you forgive me?" He did this about a year after my eldest sister's death...he was seeking it out ...because I sought it out to God and He answered...see I know why the reasons the sect didn't call which knew him...and Jesus Christ will Not rest until it is done and finished for He has been declared by His Heaven for it is His and I will obey in the manners of which I am directed...thus it will go out in His timing...I have more scripture to back it all up...For Jesus Christ and His Host will Rest due to their Timing...it is a MUST. 12:17 of Romans etc

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See he would refer to this scripture of Matthew 5:39  But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also. ~  He would state this and struggle with it...but he did it...because it is not by any means easy...but it would always sustain him when he would quote it...For his soundness is like back of which I used to know for he lives and it is not gone...yes he suffered greatly in the end of the years of his life but he kept going on until it was his time to go...see his grief was the whole of his life and he couldn't do what he wanted to do...and I would tell not required due to his degree of life and what he could do...but now all that is at peace...See this life is only the Beginning of your Eternity and Our life is a chapter in the book of life...Jesus Christ says Rejoice that YOUR name is written more than anything in the whole of His creation keep it in there...it is the Most important thing in your life and choices determine the consequence of it...for once it is there only YOU can remove it...he also taught me to search and seek out the Word of God and I did as he stated and then barriers of hidden and ignorant generationals surfaced which he understood they must be overcame and more...fighter is not the word but God always pushes all around but the dream of September 7th, 2011 I am reminded due to as life is...it is well with my soul a prayer answered indeed...


 



Sunday, August 17, 2014

This Day My Dad passed away...and He went on to be with the Lord

at 7:30am this morning; pronounced at 7:40am...I rest in the Arms of Jesus Christ
He was with me the whole way...for it was the Lord's will and his time to go...
Bless his soul in heaven and peaceful rest in the place of which God determines like none other
I have peace, and through all the struggles of life and the strife at hand
Dares us to be blind to the treasures only revealed in the thereafter
Psalms 24 came to me...as this hard time hit me...and the beauty of His Love Carries yet again,

Psalm 24
The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.
For he hath founded it upon the seas, and established it upon the floods.
Who shall ascend into the hill of the Lord? or who shall stand in his holy place?
He that hath clean hands, and a pure heart; who hath not lifted up his soul unto vanity, nor sworn deceitfully.
He shall receive the blessing from the Lord, and righteousness from the God of his salvation.
This is the generation of them that seek him, that seek thy face, O Jacob. Selah.
Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle.
Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
10 Who is this King of glory? The Lord of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah.

Praise to the Lord and indeed precious is the death of His saints...
It is hard and I feel raw inside but I will be strengthened with my Jesus Christ
God Bless and Grace him in the life of His Humble SOUL which is Blessed forever!

Thank you Jesus Christ for the Spirit of Life which is the Holy Ghost and how it comforts me even stronger...
And holds me forever finding His merciful kindness so beautiful and perfect and just...
The Tender love of a Dad shows up in everything he did as a Dad
You see these things all the more and it pours, and he knew, but had no answers either as to why...
Not like I understood but we will understand it better in the by and by...
For He is as the angels and in equal of his level...
Such comes to mind as Jesus Stated in Luke 20:36
Neither can they die any more: for they are EQUAL unto the angels; and are the children of God, being the children of the resurrection.
What A Mighty God we serve Jesus Christ!

So I know I will triumph for He is REJOICING where there is no more sorrows of heart, soul, and mind.
All I can say is Thank You Jesus for my grief is for myself...and it must be
But I must say there is a joy in them because I always told him he was going...
He tried so hard but His word cleared my mind and showed me so I could tell him along with a dream before I disclosed...and ONLY NOW do I know why God gave me that dream on the morn of the 7th day of  September of  2011, would be 2 years, 10 months, and 21 days later I would completely understand why...

Oh how it was that mourn I woke up from it
in a normal happy pleasant way...
then sat up in a started way as to the concept of it...
for their humble spirit couldn't even imagine it...
So I told him...
He shrugged and it was as so...
His massive young face of his perfectness as God Created looked down from the heavens in the day
and His Big freckled ruddy hands helped some one on their way...
He loved to help people
and I told my mom about it...she said I know he don't get it but that has always been his dream
His face was massive as well as his hand...and he was happy with helping as they do in His level
the sparkle of life was full and a smile that never ended and no sorrows and toils of this life to stop it
He made it forever the most important thing to me was such
How I prayed to let me know...
I just had no idea when I buried myself deeper in his powerful word I would find such an understanding of comfort
For it makes me press on and on and Never QUIT, though I may weep with sorrows of this life
They are not eternal..."it is worth it...You Got get Here No matter what"

God Bless and Grace this in Jesus Christ!

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Hence such was forwarned ...Matthew 10:19-23

19 But when they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak.
20 For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.
21 And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.
22 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but HE THAT ENDURETH TO THE END SHALL BE SAVED.

...for you come out of the nightmare if you Endure to the end, if not you go into a nightmare of Hell...per the wisdom and truth of v28 And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: BUT RATHER fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in HELL.

23 But when they persecute you in this city, flee ye into another: for verily I say unto you, Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel, till the Son of man be come.


Blessed is they which shall endure to the end...that is ENDURE...it will be worth it...it is love tried as gold and more...and the beauty of it is unspeakable for NO eye hath seen the great and miraculous things in which God has in store...even in this journey it is so, blessed is he which endure to the end...for our minds and ways of thought will be tested and tested within and without...per the great commandment...along the way he will be your strength Take Heed to keep and read his word. Keep your eyes on Jesus Christ so as Peter did...


~Isaiah 61
The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;
To appoint unto them that MOURN IN ZION, to give unto them BEAUTY FOR ASHES, the OIL OF JOY FOR MOURNING, the GARMENT OF PRAISE FOR THE SPIRIT OF HEAVINESS; that they might be called TREES OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, the PLANTING of the Lord, that he might be glorified.


~to God be all the Glory, God bless and grace this In Jesus Christ.



MIGHT??? For Jesus Christ never messes with the choice of one...never it is what you choose...the consequence is at hand, and have proven for centuries to this degree and to that degree and to the utter degree, within and then without and so on...per Blessings or the Curses Genesis 3, is and was the beginning of being contrary and do we choose the blessings or the curses...Dueteronomy 28 & Leviticus 26 are clear and I pray you understand the seed of a curse which is in line with the Gospels, and the Epistles break it down further within the mind, and the Old testament breaks it down in the natural acts of life...do our choices naturally choose blessings or the curses....