Sunday, September 14, 2014

~ A Rose drawn at 17 ~ Only to Bloom at 33... ~

...I will have to take this dow for your sake, and no more will be writ of it from this very minute...

...in God's sight after all this...of which he saw...He was bitter before the Lord for he feels God betrayed him.

I stood about 20 feet diagnally to his left...and I was like God Help Him over coming but I couldn't see what God was seeing...so I then heard this...by my name.

"Celeste, Let me take Him.  Celeste, Let me take Him.  Celeste, Do You Trust Me? Then, Let me Take Him."

I sat dumbfounded on my bed, and I said, "yes Lord, You can take Him."  It didn't hurt, but I slumped down and lay asleep on the ground (but my bed) the sandy ground there...and I slowly fell a sleep for more the 1 half hours and woke and it was all gone
That is the Miracle.

I post this only because I know how it gripped the one's heart...like none other...and I know why the refrain, but he knows not whence of me at all and I am despised because I have been shown honestly...how I'm so despised for my gifts. I have made many friends for the Walk God gave me, as I watched so many faces of unbelief..I kept going cause my Trust is in Him...the arthur of it all!
I. Just. Had. No. Idea.

To whom is asking How I feel?  Honestly, it is all gone...but His' LOVE is so STRONG...the other one was there to bring me along, for he always felt he wasn't the one, then he finally began to believe it...Now if could read God's word as the Song "End of the Beginning" everything would be healed and restored as He trust God to bring it about...Cause God's word softens scars, and fills the cracks of the hardships of this life. The other one God has it fixed already, and the stuff told oneself the fruit is already known...What God did is a miracle and a Magnificant thing!  A tear maybe in my heart, but it falls in His hands and the pain is nought. Despite all my circumstances of the false expectations that were promised would not be weighed has been weighed by the sight of not Him but that of the one of the outside which is eyed...Whatever God wants to do I shall know by the feeling...for all the excitement has left and is disgraced, but I'm joyful in His sight, for He asked me and tested me to Trust Him, and I had to give it back...because was by no means going to allow at what he saw...by no means would he allow it...and because I trust Him I honestly feel there is no pain, just a tear of great disappointment one on that side and the one on this side...not by the one, but one connected to the one. Praise God! My God is bigger than this and He has things lined up for what He saw for he had to...because of the Love that demands such actions for his Chrildren...we all walked it different times...it is all in his book...but that is what I see and feel...is God's Love and strength...cause He is just awesome the more I learn of Him and reach out to HIM He is awesome...I mean His word, I never knew it could be so powerful...His protection and Love is just amazing...and I know now I will be able to paint...for it is now void...and does not have to be as so...for the cause maybe only one piece given maybe, for God knew and knows made me a far bigger person at heart, but then again maybe no piece given at all, for I give as I am led...I have no hard feels to any at all, cause it is their free choice all the way down to their Heart and soul as long as I'm right with my God, they have the right to choose as they will, I won't make them at all,...time in our life will tell and reveal all...It is just Miracle at what I'm feeling! 'To God Be ALL the Glory'  That statement weighs heavy and justly...
I. Just. Had. No. Idea.

Don't let this break your heart, you will see His Glory Made known...Trust Him with me not at all as such below..
Psalm 118:8 It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man. (humans)
Psalm 118:9 It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in princes.

~ To God Be ALL the GLORY as What all this will Unfold~



Yes that is why I can't paint...and it is on hold...see Jesus Christ is something else...for I wanted to paint...but it is on hold...now I know why...as some is saying 'void' crazy but there it is...It is all in His hands...I'm trusting in Him ONLY cause His Name is the Salvation of my heart, mind and soul.
Watch when this is over I will be able to paint...its a protection...thanks watchers...you who likes the Sunflowers to hang in your loft form of living...but is not a loft but open as a loft...very nice place ;-)...God has infinite plans for this it doesn't rely on one decision...He is prepped me well...time and chance happen to us all Ecclesiatest 9:11  I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.
He allowed and gave me strength to 'carry it well'...I know HIS promises are sure and NOT given to Void.

~You ever wished you could talk to a face about this on the other side, I had one but they got scared and had to leave...and the others around would show up later; when this began...u n b e l i e v a b l e...the same as others as they watched and listened to my voice..saying I have to leave for a personal matter, in March of '09; nothing more...little did I know this was all predestined...and Once I let go it seems to always grow another level and it seems to be bigger...I can't stop it...makes sense as I'm watching this new idea of #touch...even now the ones who listen to my voice are good and great and intelligent to be put in my line...I'm so grateful...cause this is going on it's own now...it scares many yet natural line is watched activated by numbers and looked at stared at...tapped but the fear of actual talk blows my mind...if you knew me you wouldn't be as so...or is it you like to hold to your 'idea' of it all...walking in the realms and the stars cross your path displaying as is...not asking for it but the waves yearn and call for contact...where all the bark falls it affects all...one who guards and is still concealed...what is the wait...where all the bark falls is a nice place....the reach is great and where it is going I trust only in the Name of the Lord...

The decision is yours to make weigh it in the balances if you can see it...if not search out and find out the consequences of the good and bad...and how can the world be a better place...seek His face for the answer...there is a presense clouding your space...is void and it will always be...some refer to them as objects..you will be empty as the presense...that feels I'm a nuisance to you...my honesty is greater than the presense to relieve and distract...you don't want to know what I see relieve and distract will never suffice...clear the way and your head now for 4 weeks seek his face...whose idea to fulfill yours or His...yes I do that is why you know now...His Will regarding the choices made, is predestined either way yes is and no is...it doesn't matters your choice freely and simply to make...weigh your trust in the balances to Him...He sees it and I'm glad I have done what I am to do...and no I didn't intend to write all this...but there you go...your mind heart and soul calling thus is what I 4 weeks it will be made whether you know it or not...In Jesus Name Peace.

 As of January 26, 2012 @ 7:46pm
The Other One is so contrite and lasted long for other reasons of His compassion that are unknown...He still weeps over you for your sake Psalm 51...just a message for you...



Alright M1, 2+Rr, 3(u were right to wait, thanks)+jR, 4, Cby5 & 33 & FN+SP & PP's of  Church+JVOI & PO Thanks, yall saw and knew and sensed, Praying to see what the Lord wants next...M1, What a beautiful thing you did! :-)  You did this! Yes you so here we go...and TGB3 it's your heart calling it nothing more...you need to know that...To God Be the Glory!
In Jesus Name!


...God is informal and formal and everything in between visible and invisible...


May God's Will be Done regarding all this...I am far more happier Looking up at Him, than Not.
Or at looking at anything else...3 years and counting...

M33 it is coming as well, which showed up in Abstract of the 23rd...
I saw your picture and it made me cry due to your pain and all it seems as though nothing will suffice.
Your next deal will be healing...for everything is raw now...and I'm keeping you in my prayers...

M1 I honestly wanted you to go...but it is not over yet! It is so crazy isn't it...?
It is like it is on Repeat all the way around...Thank God He gave me something to do in whatever this predestined deal came to be...and more... :) 
Hearts ON FIRE...strong desire rages deep within...Unbelievable but not so
...I keep praying and it keeps getting bigger not smaller...
Could this and His Glory make the world a better place?

M1 may the way be made as it was for you to be where you are...keep believing as you did when you were 3...




***January 24, 2012***
Yes all are watching...that is what you are feeling and the intensity...
It is indeed the "Impossible Dream" of which I never ever would dream of...this way...but it's not my story...
It is HIS doing, Indeed.
I'm Praying for wisdom and May His will Be done!!!
Why my state of being is so grinding to many...I feel it all, hence the Chinchilla factor you will solve,
I have seen it. 
Why you of all what is the purpose of all this? 
Yes they all know me just like you know me...makes me shake, rattle, and wonder what is the sense of it all...the mystery is God's to unfold Whenever He decides so...




Jesus Christ was born of a Virgin of Woman's Seed Not that of a Man.
Why? 
Could it be His disgust of Religion and the false sense of Power a man may think of giving her Life to bare...
Could it be He would defy man due to his ideas of God's way and wisdom
Saying to all once again You can't do what I can do
Yet if you Know me in Truth ONLY then You can do Anything with me and through me, Man or Woman...
Jesus Christ was only arrogant  to the Sadusees, Pharisees, and Scribes and Priest 
He viciously called them names and openly
He had many women follow him 
It is always His way and He grinds all carnality and its stench 

I will always Extol Him, for the depth of His psychi

But A man or woman after God is indeed blessed that are after Him and not the world...
If you take an Oath to Him directly and keep it not He will hold you accountable
He will recompense as the way you keep
I pray for me to make promises of which I can keep to Him
Otherwise I will suffer greatly because of the many blessings He bestowed upon me due to the Oath
For if you keep it not...all the blessings can will either vanish 'little by little'
I admit  I have not kept all mine, but the ones greatly weighted I did almost all,
Once I learned of this, I now  pray to keep and make the Oaths I have strength and will to fulfill
For His hot displeasure is hard to bare.
Ezekiel speaks of it....where He will Smite His hands together after His time of Fury is rendered
....and His fury is no more but fulfilled...and your life can begin again..


I am wanting to see "Courageous"...
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To God Be the Glory!

Time in Our Lives...and so To God Be The Glory!
There is so much that statement entails....
His words are amazing and His Mystery is in infinite Levels within Levels; and then within Levels within...
John 6:37 
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All that the Father gives me shall come to me; and he that comes to me I will in no wise cast out.
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As long as I keep my eyes on HIM he will never turn me away... 
To God Be THE Glory!
His WILL be Done, and My GOD be Lifted up for He is the Only way to find Answer to anything, to the equationic thoughts linking all, and the wonder of His Marvelous Love...which I felt from prayers which brought me and is taking me...for the answers are coming...as His Will is being unfolded and I'm trusting Him ALL the WAY for that is the only way...


(I apologize for the all the post; having problems with preview)



Yet He said JOHN 5:34 But I receive not testimony from man: but these things I say, that ye might be saved. Yet so many want to change what he said...Why? Has it been too hard? He chose you and you ran? Why? He never said it would be easy...yet what has been professed is fake and you want to rob? do NOT people Rob Him everyday in Thithes and Offerings? None goes unreported....How to overcome such odds and how so many have turned, and where are the ones who stand strong there are some there some...why? did they not do this to Jesus Christ and left him to die? How you know not your own hearts? Yet it is not me you hate but Him for His NAME...All wickedness hates His Name...You want to rob it from the one intended...because what you perceive is nothing and you know nothing for the portal has been burned officially...and you wish me to die...and to give glory to the one who is damned??? can you not perceive your own blindness? Yet there are some who by their hearts stand strong for right is right and do not wish to deter...those are blessed and will progress during these perilous times...The portal was burned on 11-11-11 at 3:17am to 4:22am due to horrific dreams and visions of what was shown as the accursed and unclean thing...per Deuteronomy 28-32...Isaiah Chapter 5 is why it has went this way...can you not perceive it? if you can't well the right know why...I began to doubt next day of the night with a full moon...and all the sudden in prayer and meditation I receive a notification of the Lyrics "In Christ Alone" which is what I listened to when it was painted and only could paint when that was in play...to the right they understand to the wrong, well you will see a revolution it is coming..so now, I feel to post the link... of the song by Natalie Grant


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This is not over, but it His time, His Way...Obey His Commandments...What would Jesus do...something to think about...He fulfilled the Old Testament...He didn't change one word of it...neither did he Break one commandment...and that is not the end of His mysteries...

He is so precious, great, and so tender loving...His Love No ONE really can grasp, but His Angels encamp around them that Fear Him! 
Ephesians 3:20 
"Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, 21Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen. "

Hebrews 11:24 By faith Moses, when he was come to years, refused to be called the son of Pharaoh's daughter; 25 Choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season; 26 Esteeming the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures in Egypt: for he had respect unto the recompence of the reward.

~Then You have The Others of whom their Names are not known but only in Heaven for the Greater Reward~

II TIMOTHY 2:3 Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ. 

HEBREWS 11:36 And others had trial of cruel mockings and scourgings, yea, moreover of bonds and imprisonment: 37 They were stoned, they were sawn asunder, were tempted, were slain with the sword: they wandered about in sheepskins and goatskins; being destitute, afflicted, tormented; 38
(Of whom the world WAS NOT worthy:)
they wandered in deserts, and in mountains, and in dens and caves of the earth. 39 And these all, having obtained a good report through faith, received not the promise: 40 God having provided some better thing for us, that they without us (FOR WITHOUT THEM WHERE WOULD WE BE, THE PEOPLE FOR HIS NAME) should not be made perfect.




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When Jesus Rebuked Peter In Matthew:
"But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."
Peter had no clue it was Satan was using him and couldn't see it but Jesus did...I keep having the dream of a Jackal doing the same thing...and rents a great mess and he can't even see it...o how all the other dogs fear him that is about him and are blinded by such a taunting lieing spirit...Jesus Christ can never be fooled...for the Jackal approaches my Paw Paw in a dream who is my dad and attacks and the Great White light from heaven knocks down the jackal and the other sees what he really is and leaves...and Paw Paw is saved by the Salvation of the Lord, judge not the Fatherless, and yelps for help but there was none to help him and he was left alone by all at the disgust of which was truly made known...show no mercy have no mercy...for the jackal dog yelped and was blinded and fell back...and the pack was never to be found but scattered...such test has been made and the jackal cannot see or even know the difference of which has gripped him...and blood is sorely on his hands.
How Blind this Jackal Dog is...and becomes a great sore of grief of which he has never known...
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So getting covered in the Name which is Life and the Blood...ONLY then are you free and Covered;  striving to fight for we wrestle not against flesh and blood. Peter, Paul, and all of them preached to Repent of your Sins and be Baptized in Name of Jesus Christ...then you are free...then you become a steward for the Lord Jesus Christ and are a Soldier for His purpose...then you join in the fight to help save that which is lost...that is what this is a wrestling...but it is done and laying at His Feet and I feel it is all over...per the Books of Corinthians...it is Under His Feet...no Scripture can be Broken...Praise his precious Name...Deo Volente! Let it be as Jesus Christ Wills!
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To finish what I was saying...The Almighty God gave His only Begotten Son to the Swine of the world and drank the most disgusting cup of sin and became sin, who no sin; otherwise he wouldn't have been blameless and the sacrifice would render void due to the Lamb not being perfect and without blemish. II Corinthians 5:21 "For He hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in Him."...who was blameless as a lamb...talking about humility,...He did it so we could be saved from such wickedness...Jesus Christ is the second Adam and all that follow Him is a new Creature through Him ONLY for He is the Door...which Is HIS Name, there is nothing else. All that don't believe or due to their unbelief will not enter into His Rest. Hebrews 3:16 "For some, when they had heard, did provoke: howbeit not all that came out of Egypt by Moses. 17But with whom was he grieved forty years? was it not with them that had sinned, whose carcases fell in the wilderness? 18 And to whom sware he (Christ) that they should not enter into his rest, but to them that believed not? 19So we see that they could not enter in because of unbelief."
Jesus Christ says this over and over and many know this; but debate it...and in Hebrew 9:28
"So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation."
That is why there is no other Salvation in any other...for it is not what some think; otherwise, it would be clear, but all that is clear is this:
I Corinthians 10:20-22 "But I say, that the things which the Gentiles sacrifice, they sacrifice to devils, and not to God: and I would not that ye should have fellowship with devils. 21Ye cannot drink the cup of the Lord, and the cup of devils: ye cannot be partakers of the Lord's table, and of the table of devils. 22Do we provoke the Lord to jealousy? are we stronger than he?"
This is nothing to take lightly, but is indeed what is true. Such above fear the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ.  James 2:19 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble."
Study it it must be known and is evident throughout all history...this is sacred blood bought truth...offering to anything else is a lie and the only ransom for your soul is through Blood of Jesus Christ. If it bothers you it shouldn't but if it were me...I would be seeking His face as to why.
Such as the warning to do so in Hebrews 3:12-15 "Take heed, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God. 13But exhort one another daily, while it is called To day; lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin. 14For we are made partakers of Christ, IF we hold the beginning of our confidence stedfast unto the end; 15While it is said, To day IF ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts, as in the provocation."
See it is all there...There is no other way or salvation, harden no your heart to this. Take Heed to It.
If you have worshiped or partook of a ritual to an idol or devil...you are not bound, yeah, but not if you serve the Lord Jesus Christ, for such is Truth and He set you free through Him because He loves you...Jesus Christ has power over it, and only He can set you Free...don't believe such lies of an oath you may have thought to be true...it is all Put under subjection to Jesus Christ...where do you want to be...it is your choice...get in a good strong bible Church and seek out His word He has written for you. :)


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I have made my peace, and if the Lord takes me on, it is to spare me of the evil to come. They your eyes only then will be opened...of which are blinded...and even my own blindness will be answered.
He Knows my heart and He is the only one...the Judas has played his game, and is 
gone out...How does it feel Judas? So you know, Jesus said not to cast your pearls before swine when in fact did not The Almighty God cast His most prized Pearl before the Swine of the earth to crucify him? God the Almighty full of Truth and where was Mercy? His Son who is God manifested in the Flesh...cast Himself down before the iniquity of the world...swine if you please, God knowing but a Godly Love is pure and not polluted baring truth for all and mercy....Let us go a little deeper...when Cain slew Abel, his blood cries Avenge ME! from the ground, cause he was of the first Adam and it still is crying as such...Jesus Christ's blood cries from the ground "Forgive Them for they know not what they do"...It cries out to me in my own blindness of my own actions...and to obtain His Mercy I have to forgive all like He did...Hence "Follow Me"...and Jesus My heavenly Father will only then forgive me...Mercy what are you to demand such blood, a time of not this time I will know...and I will be merry for eternity, but Mercy if it weren't for you I would be damned...because of such a price you paid I am reminded everyday of my life...and in my frustrations of why of my own hands and which I see and foresee, yet even though I don't ask to know something demands, and cries in reach of and for any soul that turn from the first Adams ways...you cry "FOR GIVE THEM FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO" yet again, and again...for our blindness is greater than which we can comprehend...providing things honest such as great strong things and hard to take...fights all lies and perceptions and makes rage...and honesty and truth says but it is so...Mercy is pleading still you have to see it so then you are made whole, but you can't see me nor my power until you know what you are, and then overcome by what Mercies cries with The BLOOD of the Lamb...and I want to meet Jesus as my Savior not as the Judge on that great and terrible day of the Lord!
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I have to say this is special but the hidden and unforeseen sadness is great some days. I weep as I do my daily activities...with the great ponder of why such hardships, why such valleys, why such of great suches if you please...yet I still have inner peace in the Lord Jesus Christ for His Name is life, and His NAME shall heal the sick, raise the dead, and comfort all who knows Him by such and not that of another name of which Jesus speaks of in Revelations...this is what I have found even more to be so...and how something so far and grand...when it came like it did, He gave me something to explain it enough so I had something to focus on...He loved me that much...it wasn't His will it would turn out like this for His word clearly shows it...but the adversary is always at work on those who believe and trust the Name, Jesus Christ...the Only Name that is given under Heaven to Save that which is Lost. Its the Only Name and how Precious and sweet it is...so generous in all and so many ways....the priceless things...He loved me this Much, took me to my limits, and showed me enough of why to keep me sound of mind enough to get through it...I can't explain it all but it is okay. I got to share enough and I had no idea it would incur such a journey...it's okay...for I learned to trust, Jesus Christ the Arthur and Maker of any very soul and beings...He is the Father of IT ALL!

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Pay Attention to the SIGNS they are every where and more is coming....for the New Heaven and Earth...heaven or hell...you can't believe in the one without the other..Its like Birthing Contractions the first are small and then they keep getting stronger with more pain...and then then the final birth...but it follows as contractions as Ann Graham Lotz said on Fox news...these all are contractions from psychological things to major catastrophric events in the earth...make yourself ready, read His word Seek His face...and if you wonder why you can't ask Jesus to put the right desires within you so you have the great desire to know Him and the way...in His word and the way will be revealed if you have and want the desire He will...He told you every thing...Beloved Apostle John and Paul said to preach anything different they are cursed...and Jesus Christ forewarned of this first...such words has yet to fall to the ground...and never will...for His word is forever settled in heaven...Grace Grace Grace for Revival is coming like we have never seen before...He is coming!!! No man knows the hour or the day....He is coming!


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It was a nightmare more like it...and that person only thinks he/she is in control...

This is the only way....
Leviticus 17:11 For the life of the flesh is in the blood: and I have given it to you upon the altar to make an atonement for your souls: for it is the blood that maketh an atonement for the soul. (the blood of the Lamb, Jesus Christ's Blood gives life for life is in the blood)
John 20:31But these are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name. (life through HIS NAME Jesus Christ which is the blood; hence, below is why everything has to go through the Name of Jesus Christ...let all understand this that this applies, but to all it is the only way and especially him, for Legion knew none other)
Acts 4:12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.
Hebrews 9:22 And almost all things are by the law purged with blood; and without shedding of blood is no remission. The remission is given to all by the name which is the blood.


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I had a dream and that is why that is said below...as far as all the others Grace and great favor be for you all...I am happy in God and my joy is returning in the Jesus Christ but only Through Him...cause He is with me directly and strong and literally not the stuff I will be with you in spirit...that type of thing don't set food on the table...then if you keep paying it too much attention you have to play catch up...of which I had to do...Jesus picked me up and boy did He and He is changing the venue...with real life things that lightened the struggles in my real life...this is all at in His Hands and we are close to the very end for We are the Generation of which is spoke of in Matthew 24 and Luke 21...read it all! :)
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Also I must say this for such has many many struggles with life and decisions and is greatly tormented...such as Legion...and a legion of devils could not stand up against Jesus Christ....once again all is laid at Jesus' feet the shackles of many of the first Adam and such the like of almost but not quite as legion you will be free...all memories, and all practices, all types of anything of your past all in all of your past is willingly given and laid as Jesus' feet even all this you will be made whole and all sins will be forgiven and free...Grace Grace Grace be upon you...by Jesus Christ and you will be baptized in Jesus Name and none other...because that is the NAME...its amazing you never hear of people taking or using Allah, Budha, Muhammad, etc. in vain Only Jesus Christ...for they have no power up against the Name of the Living God Jesus Christ, for they never healed at all...study the bible so you know the way...and by all means pray before you study and read it with the utmost sincerity...He will show you the Way! that is all @ 10:31pm
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Congratulations on the WIN again...I wasn't watching either one..I just check the score after it is over!
When all is laid at his feet and all the ideas of which has been conjured up and misunderstood by the spirit of Err as spoken of in Matthew 22:29. Jesus answered and said unto them,
Ye do err, not knowing the scriptures, nor the power of God. ... also in
 1 John 4:6 We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he that is not of God heareth not us. Hereby know we the spirit of truth, and the spirit of error. So to the worldly and the wicked thnk this is absurd and foolish and they do not heed to the call nor do they understand this due to the blindness of being led by the wrong spirit of the worl...as follows
I Corinthians 2:12 Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God.
I Corithians 1:4-9 I thank my God always on your behalf, for the grace of God which is given you by Jesus Christ; 5That in every thing ye are enriched by him, in all utterance, and in all knowledge; 6Even as the testimony of Christ was confirmed in you: 7So that ye come behind in no gift; waiting for the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ: 8Who shall also confirm you unto the end, that ye may be blameless in the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. 9God is faithful, by whom ye were called unto the fellowship of his Son Jesus Christ our Lord.
So if you do not have the Love of Jesus Christ nor can you see the Truth and that He is God for many a man has made their OWN doctrine and it defies that of what Jesus Christ said...which He warned this would happen...that they would teach a new Jesus...one such phrase is the idea that you are born again by accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord in Savior...it is the first step in beginning to be borned again...when In fact Jesus Christ never said such a thing...that is mans doctrine, now the Theif hanging by his side had no way of getting baptized had he been able he would have...I point this out to not be accountable...for accepting Jesus Christ as God is the very very first step to what He said to do...and hence Peter followed in Acts 2:38 and as well as Apostle Paul...
Jesus Said this:
 John 3:3,5
3Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.
 5Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.
Paul took and taught the whole entirety of the word...and according to it more and more is taken away and added as to man's doctrine beware to them that understands let them see and beware...and seek it out for their souls sake.
There is so much more to this but the Spirit of Truth must be made known and brought to light not to condemn for many have been taught them by generations and generations...once you know it don't ignore it...beware for your sake for Paul never taught such neither did Peter and he was given the keys...that is why he was preaching such at the Day of pentecost.
~ Night of Sunday, September 18, 2011
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...all things happen for a reason so I'm rejoicing in that...we see through this life as through a dark glass...Time is divided and time again is divided and once again...and then yet again...for unknown reasons...but all is well...why things happen and the way they are revealed and remains a secret to me even...but little is revealed and none other even leaving me to ponder...but I completely Trust Jesus Christ...and His hands are so massively abounding and evidently gentle to all...it sure is wise beyond reason to trust Him...There are no words...as O Happy Day rings in my mind and heart...Jesus Christ has it all and I feel He is speaking of which we cannot or not yet able to understand! It is His, The Creator's, story and it always was and it is as the Waters of the Noah before Him... per Isaiah 54:9...
~ Afternoon of September 13, 2011 Impression ~
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Well the Goat like thing of which I have been referring too, it is actually called two names but is the same thing such is an Oryx or Pasang is of African Origin...I was watching Modern Marvels (Love That Show) on the History Channel...and it was on Walt Disney World of the Massive Boubab Tree...and in the land of such had all these animals and this creature was clear...and I don't know what the meaning of it is...but being it only came clear today, and what a day for me...I shall pray and seek God as the man I prayed to have favor as The Prophet Daniel...for which I read the complete book on 9-5-11...and I have been amazed at the revelations of this person and His character...Every time I read it it is a different story. Such is posted below...under the pic that it is evident...
~ Morning of September 7, 2011 discovered ~
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I see frustration regarding quite a few...this is not dead...don't even go there or any that is attempting to go in that area...God is my defense and I serve the God who created the ten plagues upon Egypt, and controls the winds and the seas, who is Jesus Christ...there is so much more to Him...For no man has seen the face of God as of yet...the Bible says "Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God" for whom it is who needs to know...an Example of Tempting God in History less than 100 years ago was the 'Titantic'. It was written EVEN GOD couldn't sink the Titantic...how people boasted of such, and yet due to such egos per the movie they wanted to make headlines...but it was a tragic one at that...but that guy got his headlines, and yet per the movie he was boasting of such a statement...it is Not a wise thing in or at all to tempt such a Creator...For God was the GREATEST righteous conservative, and Jesus Christ His Son was the GREATEST righteous liberal because of man's perceptions and the idea to defy him as Adam did in the first place, but relents to blame the woman which was beguiled, but Adam took it knowing it was wrong despite what she said or God commanded...Hence Jesus Christ came and liberated the Woman, (and hence even many followed the 12 as well with him and He didn't suffer her to come with him, yeah we only know of Mary, Mary Magdalene but there were many others there as recorded in Roman Chronicles, and the commoners), man of the curse for one scripture was given to woman and many was given to the man due to his utter dyfiance, and because Woman was not made from dust, by the man's rib, She is altogether a different being than man, God made her as she was the ideal woman and representation of the woman or the Bride of Christ whom God would want to marry, and so Jesus Christ came and died for her and then in his death birthed the Church by Water and Blood by His side as well which represents a Man or woman (all flesh) Must be born again of water and of spirit to see or enter into the Kingdom of God. Per John 3:3,5 Jesus' Words, IT IS A MUST...and such Adams still try to defy Him...in their carnal state for them they are not easily beguiled as the woman...yet she is somewhat despised for this fact to this very day...due to the enmity placed because of disobedience. So Jesus Liberated her being born of woman's seed, of a virgin...and not man's seed...so God comes back and utterly defies man's carnal ideas and is the perfect ideal iconoclast due to mans way of thinking which ruled...He is always defying man's ideas...or understandings which God deems foolishness...to seek His heart it the utter of all wisdom...for He is the creator of it all...the word we use as LOVE compared to God's idea of such is completely unattainable in the human's mind.

Adam see never took ownership such as King David admitted to his wrong; he was as well quick to repent. Adam blamed the woman even though when she told him; he realized that she was not dead after eating the fruit. He knew not to take a bite, but he did anyway though he watched the whole thing...per Adam was there Genesis 3:6. He said nothing and nor did he correct or instruct her...yet he blames her when in fact he didn't attempt to even protect her, when he knew she shouldn't; therefore, Adam and Eve then began to die as Satan roared in laughter, when in fact all he did was talk to them and he didn't make them do anything...So the war began...the earth was cursed as well as Eve in one verse, and Adam many verses, because he knew not to, and Adam was given to rule over all in the earth therein..which clearly means he rules over the serpent at that time...he already had rule over the serpent...and he LOST it, not by force just by refusing to rule if you please, due to the responsibility given him...so Jesus Christ comes and dies and gets it back for His sincere Bride who truly Loves Him, If you love Him you get this in complete understanding, and you strive to keep His commandments...the Love God expects...a love of which a human being cannot attain to began to understand. It's unbelievable!

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It is amazing with what things are happening in the future...no matter what I have won and will win I'm too far ahead! For it is like I have been told by the judge THE REAL ONE...Such a book at a time as that...unreal...and this month?...this month has been awesome so far...7.13.2011 @ 12:25AM

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As I'm reading a book about God's Promises, He promises to protect and warn you...
for evil is not of Him At All...I had this dream and needs to be known.

This darkness we have all experienced is that trying to prevent God's Love, and for
Us to know Him better in the right light. This Book is amazing. It is not God that has
prevented it...it is darkness, for He said to Try the spirits so you would know practically
Their roots and fruit. I admit I have walked the walk of a blind woman due to bitterness.
I am not bitter and though it will try to rise I now know what it is...and I can shake myself
out of it before it consumes the time of the hour....

So I'm on here this early due to a dream of the Wild Wolf, the first one of them all.
The Wolf is a spirit not an actual being, he is out to destroy, and the wolf is within a man...
not as it was perceived...it does evil tactics that are not Godly and rents and tears everything
it touches...it snarles at light...and seeks only to destroy good...it doesn't care for prosperity
all it cares about is the destruction and mess it can make...I saw him coming and then I saw
the a figure in the background with his Sword drawn watching him that is about to come...the
wolf doesn't see the light, but accuses the light, the wolf has blood on its paws and coat and
mouth...he has destroyed a lot...Yet Jesus Christ took such a cup a drank it so the wolf could
be made knew ONLY if the wolf sees He's wrong and repents...the wolf is within and he has
been at his tactics for a long long time...though evil he does not care, he still keeps doing them
thinking he is powerful and right. Therefore the Good man is watching but is blind at the wolf's
tactics and keeps playing with them within...refusing to give it up...and due to the wolf that seeks
to destroy all God has Wrought...yes it is all there.

The wolf is revealed only with the eyes of light, and the sword is drawn as he begans to make
his attack...this picture crossed my path and it came back in my dreams...due to God's promises
and having the Right faith the wolf is finally revealed...boy he can cause a lot of confusion...and when
I woke I heard the Wolf is the Wild Dog in the dream of Paw Paw..."Touch Not The Lord's Anointed"
All this time...and now I utterly and precisely know why...God's promises and Love is as a sword
and reveals it all....that is why if it is not right it will have to go to the courts...for I stand with the Love
of God, and ONLY His will be done for He will give me double for my shame of which the one who
wars against Him has caused such. That is it...

**Bottom line the Wolf don't know he is the wolf and is blind...this is only revealed now...and the wild dog
who is the wolf is the leader of the pack...and the sword is drawn at the wolf...due to the evil that reigns blindly within him for the wolf has him even deceived.

Now...when I get to read of (Virginia) Maria Celeste..even more things will show as to why she came to a Pentecostal and not a Catholic...for if you look at her life and what I'm sensing about it is she passed
feeling sick she thought of natural causes, but when she passed it was the fact she was murdered and
it was ordered in unison...and she is shown after she passed and Hence her blood cries from the ground.
This won't leave me, for it was ordered from the highest rank in her, and it was a secret vote among them...and she knew it not, until she passed.
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This is still a mystery....even more so....but when you let go and Let the Creator do it the real meaning truly blooms...Lean on Jesus' promises, the One that does not omit...His Promises...and this will be redone to a degree...
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Hi Matt, I hear a lot of your friends talking...they are commending you for being put through so much some feeling it to be from my behalf...ummm, just like I already saw...they are blaming me directly. Unbelievable...No I didn't want to know...I have to go...you knew I would respond to such...I have to go, now
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As I got offline last night I sat down and prayed Lord please speak to me and I opened The Word and It fell on this. I had great sleep, For He is the unsolvable, the greatest puzzle and riddle of them all, yet truth is shown and will be known of them all...That is HIS awesomeness of His promises to behold.

~Ezekiel 17~
1And the word of the LORD came unto me, saying, 2Son of man, put forth a riddle, and speak a parable unto the house of Israel; 3And say, Thus saith the Lord GOD; A great eagle with great wings, longwinged, full of feathers, which had divers colours, came unto Lebanon, and took the highest branch of the cedar: 4He cropped off the top of his young twigs, and carried it into a land of traffick; he set it in a city of merchants. 5He took also of the seed of the land, and planted it in a fruitful field; he placed it by great waters, and set it as a willow tree. 6And it grew, and became a spreading vine of low stature, whose branches turned toward him, and the roots thereof were under him: so it became a vine, and brought forth branches, and shot forth sprigs. ***************************************************************
7There was also another great eagle with great wings and many feathers: and, behold, this vine did bend her roots toward him, and shot forth her branches toward him, that he might water it by the furrows of her plantation. 8It was planted in a good soil by great waters, that it might bring forth branches, and that it might bear fruit, that it might be a goodly vine. 9Say thou, Thus saith the Lord GOD; Shall it prosper? shall he not pull up the roots thereof, and cut off the fruit thereof, that it wither? it shall wither in all the leaves of her spring, even without great power or many people to pluck it up by the roots thereof. 10Yea, behold, being planted, shall it prosper? shall it not utterly wither, when the east wind toucheth it? it shall wither in the furrows where it grew.

11Moreover the word of the LORD came unto me, saying, 12Say now to the rebellious house, Know ye not what these things mean? tell them, Behold, the king of Babylon is come to Jerusalem, and hath taken the king thereof, and the princes thereof, and led them with him to Babylon; 13And hath taken of the king's seed, and made a covenant with him, and hath taken an oath of him: he hath also taken the mighty of the land: 14That the kingdom might be base, that it might not lift itself up, but that by keeping of his covenant it might stand. 15But he rebelled against him in sending his ambassadors into Egypt, that they might give him horses and much people. Shall he prosper? shall he escape that doeth such things? or shall he break the covenant, and be delivered? 16As I live, saith the Lord GOD, surely in the place where the king dwelleth that made him king, whose oath he despised, and whose covenant he brake, even with him in the midst of Babylon he shall die. 17Neither shall Pharaoh with his mighty army and great company make for him in the war, by casting up mounts, and building forts, to cut off many persons: 18Seeing he despised the oath by breaking the covenant, when, lo, he had given his hand, and hath done all these things, he shall not escape. 19Therefore thus saith the Lord GOD; As I live, surely mine oath that he hath despised, and my covenant that he hath broken, even it will I recompense upon his own head. 20And I will spread my net upon him, and he shall be taken in my snare, and I will bring him to Babylon, and will plead with him there for his trespass that he hath trespassed against me. 21And all his fugitives with all his bands shall fall by the sword, and they that remain shall be scattered toward all winds: and ye shall know that I the LORD have spoken it.
22Thus saith the Lord GOD; I will also take of the highest branch of the high cedar, and will set it; I will crop off from the top of his young twigs a tender one, and will plant it upon an high mountain and eminent: 23In the mountain of the height of Israel will I plant it: and it shall bring forth boughs, and bear fruit, and be a goodly cedar: and under it shall dwell all fowl of every wing; in the shadow of the branches thereof shall they dwell. 24And all the trees of the field shall know that I the LORD have brought down the high tree, have exalted the low tree, have dried up the green tree, and have made the dry tree to flourish: I the LORD have spoken and have done it.




'Sweet Talk' by the Killers
The video does not do this song justice...but the words are so perfect.

I'm so sorry for the Loss...that just won't leave...What a loss...what a loss...yet I have this unbelievable peace...some what it for money I wanted it for the causes to the world....what a loss yet I have Peace of Only Christ can give...he doesn't...the Long Horn is a skull because it is dead and the end of the career...is what I'm seeing...but only now do I see the interpretation...that is not the loss of what I hear...selling the rights to it, for less than a bowl of Porridge in God's eyes and using lies and evil to do it...what a great loss of which you cannot ponder that has been brought on the world...what a loss...O what a loss...howl for the waves will never cease....yet I have peace...what a loss, what a loss, what a loss...echoes through the universes

What a loss by the fools sport of Proverbs...therefore their reward is less than a bowl of indignified  porridge indeed...what a loss...what a loss...and yet I have peace in Wonderful Savior Jesus Christ.

He sold His rights of that which was given by God...which in turn in court is not by my hand and renders it to be fraud involving me without my consent...but lied, cheated, and used good for evil and Isaiah 5 says WOE to them which participate on such...yes Fraud...and you will have no worthy good recompense either...none indeed...it is not my hands that will make sure of it but His...because such evil robbed the world of the good intended...what a loss...what a massive loss...rewarding good to evil...brings on Woes of which is already being seen...yet somehow I have a weeping peace so precious I cannot believe it...I am at this ease...what a loss what a loss what a loss and all the woes atop of it the loss is to great to see...what a loss what a loss what a loss


The Long-horn skull with dark horns was also deleted on the Rose which makes sense which is right by the scorpion which concluded matt was talking with me...and yes it will be reposted...
I thank God for whatever He is doing...I will stand for the good...this is so unbelievable, it's true so true...

~God is no image,
There is no image that can comprehend Him
Or reference him within as an image
Some I hear say I worship the God of it...which limits your mind from Him\
For He is jealous and there is none Other but Him and He has no image
I went to the Library and found a sermond preached in 1689 which is just unbelievable
It will be posted in due time.
For all you out there that was wondering what this was all about well...I don't know all of God's plan but it was meant for the good...but God is with me...
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I noticed they also put "How it all started" back on here which I deleted...because there is so many unforeseen reasons...but I know it will never be what it was intended to be...due to the obscurity and ambuity of it all....and so much more
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Matt wants to take it to court, and whatever he did when he was 9...manifested, and for some reason I have suffered greatly...Mark, God is bigger than you and he will deal with you. You rewarded the ones you despised in your settlement..yet you choose to abstain...whatever he did why was it needed to be placed so truthfully in the rose? Why Mark have you rewarded such? I like you, but I'm worried about you for it goes against Judaic laws for such actions...and you already know this...It is like the preacher which came to visit from Truth or Consequence, NM. The sermons was already prepping me for this...I can literally talk about something or think about something and Minsters will say the same thing in Church, television it is like a confirmation and sometimes from leaders in general conversation there are up to 3 or more sometimes...some say it is a coincidence but according the Holy Bible and laws therein there is no such thing...I call it being on the Holy Line as in Psalm 19:1-4...which has me worried about your decision...though you are quite amused by me...it is not justly to do what has been done. I have to go now.

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See everybody....they deleted things on here again...
The Scorpion went on here and deleted things referencing to him...see I have case...
Yes the VALCANO is about to explode.

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5-23-11 @ 7:50pm

I see this is going to take some work. I already feel it...it is going to take a lot of swimming.
It is a good thing...you are very seen in the Isaiah 59 piece...I just saw it today...unbelievable.
 Yes, you, who said get on board with it. It is blowing my mind at the stealthiness of it...
I'm not done with that piece it is in pen, ink, pencil, gel, metallic ink, marker, oh yeah, oil pastel thus far.
later...my work takes it all up but is a good thing!
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5-23-11 @ 3:26PM
I know get on board with it, right? Well, church is a priority and is needed.
I will get the painting done soon and let it be as is...it is time consuming cause it is a painiting
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Okay...all else put on hold...until this is updated and more. Still the original is unblievable!
Now that I see such as Art as I now see it. :)

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The Other Dog well he is kind and wishes it all to be good...you are wise...very.
I respect it, cause believe me that dog has a bark like you would not believe
I cannot make out which is what but your stealthness is unbelievable in all you do
Yes I'm painting on it tonight it is on plywood painted with oil.
Due to a tight budget...but it works and oddly the rough texture makes it interesting.
I know you see it below and it is real in one realm and the other is not
I get that in preciseness...as well.
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The Other Dog is near as well...this is blowing my mind...
I don't look for these things,
They only happen when I acknowledge them at the appointed times which won't rest like
You should see the original...and meet the origianal of it all in which the story was given
Then you would get it the understanding complete; otherwise, you are like all the others
I doubt that, but then again
It will make you no different in any shape or form...I hope not.
It is your call...I always sensed ya, I just couldn't put my fimger on you until it clearly showed up
You are invisible you need a black light to see you walking even in the moom light
Then there it was plane as day light
 You are diagnally placed crossing both sides being entertained
I cannot get over how true it really is.
That's all...it blows your mind...doesn't it?
I'm glad for God knows
Good moring
Are you wanting to settle, privately would be ideal, behind the all invisible glass
With an associate of yours speaking to me at first
 You have thought about it before
Good day....I'm clompletely half a sleep right now...I just had to get up and write this for it woke me up
You know precisely why from your end


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The Scorpian is a he, and is afraid to even talk to me,
and has wrote and wrote a huge story
How it is soon will be washed away for there is no recompense for you
Your sting will be yours to drink...
You even called the last one
Once he took your call all began to fall and it was too much for him
Your sting will be all your own
You have your recompense due to your your ways already of this that is as far as it goes without me
It has showed in the New York Piece
And Yes, it shows, that will be washed away...
Your heart is not right or you would have contacted me already
It is already being washed away
Nope. It is not yours either did you actually think you would get away?
Your own sting of scorpians will kill you
For that is the nature of the Scorpian
I see His Heel coming down on you unless you speak to me
There is always the Heel which knows all things.
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YES this is and keeps going, it is not done...but so elusive it is unreal...
there is another dog I do believe, now.
It keeps repeating or is it brought to another level, yet again.
For it is levels within levels of which I still cannot see
It was written with the sword made of diamonds not steel, or diamonded steel if there is such a thing
Unbelievable, but I will hold fast and stand because it will be so worth it all!
My treasures are laid in heaven.
Yes I know for a fact the Angels are working and I'm right on time and pace.
I guess, they wanted to let everybody know.
There you go.
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You know due to my New Heart of Ezekiel 36:26
I am actually thankful things on here were deleted...and I cannot believe I have done all this.
I was well but not really
My heart was not in the right rythym
I am not embarressed but I am
So yes out of my new heart I am happy for now I see it is to all of our benefit the deletion
So thank you...I was not well...neither did I see I was being led by a spirit of Error.
I am thankful to be a new person is all I can
The 700 Club, and All Christians of great faith helped me,
Preferably my church for God literally picked me up out of Alabama and set me in the prefect place
It was a series of miracles where God was already working behind the scenes
Hopefuly carnalities will not deter gifts that is due to such it is entirely upto the wisdom of which they know
Seem to practice as well.
The more I learn of the spiritual world of Jesus Christ the more I see of which I speak
I must say I'm completely rebirthed and no this didn't happen over night.
Where I was not completely right in things but only right in talking of Christ
I just didn't know what to do
But the people that is represented is there
For some even found themselves in there before I even saw them.
So I am like O my word! I cannot believe all this has happened
Yet it did and still no actual face to face talk.
So why must I actually send it?
Why? It doesn't make any sense to.
I mean if it is a spiritual connection then we can let it remain as is.
I don't think that is the case
I'm confused as why I have to send it
I have a great right to question all this it is so far out there
So I'm I really supposed to send it?

Yes I have more scriptures to add below...for I will always preach His Mysterious Truthful Word
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Until when...This is all.

War is not pretty at all, but it is needed due to Human kind.
Exodus 15:3 The LORD is a man of war: the LORD is his name.
Hebrew 13:8 Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever.
Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. 
Ephesians 6:10-17 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.
11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
Isaiah 59:16-21 And he saw that there was no man, and wondered that there was no intercessor: therefore his arm brought salvation unto him; and his righteousness, it sustained him.17 For he put on righteousness as a breastplate, and an helmet of salvation upon his head; and he put on the garments of vengeance for clothing, and was clad with zeal as a cloak.18 According to their deeds, accordingly he will repay, fury to his adversaries, recompence to his enemies; to the islands he will repay recompence. 19 So shall they fear the name of the LORD from the west, and his glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the LORD shall lift up a standard against him. 20 And the Redeemer shall come to Zion, and unto them that turn from transgression in Jacob, saith the LORD. 21 As for me, this is my covenant with them, saith the LORD; My spirit that is upon thee, and my words which I have put in thy mouth, shall not depart out of thy mouth, nor out of the mouth of thy seed, nor out of the mouth of thy seed's seed, saith the LORD, from henceforth and for ever.
Isaiah 9 something to ponder speaks of this day.

His Mystery is something to ponder...John 15:27
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why?...

________________________...This is His Hand...below...___________________________
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why?


Psalm 22:24 KJV
For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from [HER] him; but when [SHE] he cried unto him, he heard.





The Oryx/Pasang (just google or wikipedia Oryx, you will see)  is facing to the West...and there is his massive horns...and the clarity of exact is there, and upside down it is as an African type goat...still a mystery...but it will be definite at the right time.
~ Morning of September 7, 2011 ~

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****The Scorpian has showed up...and it is so elusive and watching in secret the whole time of the wolf chasing...and so much more...the Scorpian didn't sting which I thougt and still could be a sting ray...making you shiver all the way...the scorpian saw it all and more...he, I should say, is completely hidden...but not really...oddly I began to draw and see such a thing with a scorpian just walking along the way...and it is indeed and could be striking already in this pick...for when it blooms on its own it will be then known...if a strike has taken place...I saw the first scorpian in the beginning of 2009...but it was hidden and elusive and only now do I see it as it may be a ray possibly...either way its respect of intensity never goes away...he or maybe a she, is invisible to us all, so be careful where you step as we keep going our way.


~ The Deleted Pics will be posted soon ~



All will be wrote again and pics reposted.
For it will rise on it's own just like it naturally did
Heaven's Writing not mine.

Mr. Lion may God Bless you!
Can you not see the Heavens Rule this writting?
Your Magicians, Soothsayer, or Stargazers cannot comprehend this writing
Your Pride as it were shall reak the consequences of your choices
It's been you the whole time hasn't it?
We are all praying
I am at Peace due to my Heavenly Father's love and compassion
You?
He will deal with you for the Heavenly Host is watching and is in control
I am at peace
Why he that was ordered to leave you were his test
Even you cannot see it
He has to climb higher not lower or follow your lead which is no more.
This is not your gift though you have bore it for years as well
Your afflictions is great in the sight of many by the thousands
Your heart was broken for leaving to be there
You live under such a shadow and seek to be free
You look everywhere and delete failing miserably on a grand scale
Your eyes search for many things but they all fail
You wept on the plane many years ago for you didnt want leave and go there
You are too rough for this
Why do you not trust in the Lord as it were before when asked?
He shared it with you all didn't he
O how he failed the test
See, Phaorah hardened His own heart himself the first 3 times for it was not God
The last 7 times God hardened his heart due to the consequences of Phaorah first 3 choices
He neglected God's Graces
It was brought to my attention yesterday by divine
I have been praying and the Lord is hearing
We ALL are praying and the Lord will move.
Yes most certainly Phaorah didn't have to bring it all on the Eygpt
But He did due to his own spite
Such as 3 strikes you are out
It was not God but Phaorah which brought it upon Egypt
The book of Exodus
I have taught and read it many times and it was never caught such as it were
But there it is.
The heavenly Host rules this for it is well with my soul.
Our Lord Jesus Christ Bless you this day according to the dealings of your heart.


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I find this out on Christmas day!


O What does the LORD Think and See on your Behalf?

Lord Strive with them that fight for Your Will and fight against them that go against your Will?

As you did for Your Servant David.

Do this for me.

Lord You see what they have done?

Judge me according to my heart and all I have done?

See me and answer me Speedily

Lord Jesus you see it

Please Here my cry and save me from what has been done as you have seen

And shown me this day on Your Birthday!

Lord Justify me and save me speedily!

O Lord I beseech thee to save me and Justify me

Bless all they that want your will and righteousness of your Hand!

Bless all Bountifully that want Your Will!



Psalm 30

I will extol thee, O LORD; for thou hast lifted me up, and hast not made my foes to rejoice over me.
2O LORD my God, I cried unto thee, and thou hast healed me. 3O LORD, thou hast brought up my soul from the grave: thou hast kept me alive, that I should not go down to the pit. 4Sing unto the LORD, O ye saints of his, and give thanks at the remembrance of his holiness. 5For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning. 6And in my prosperity I said, I shall never be moved. 7LORD, by thy favour thou hast made my mountain to stand strong: thou didst hide thy face, and I was troubled. 8I cried to thee, O LORD; and unto the LORD I made supplication.
9What profit is there in my blood, when I go down to the pit? Shall the dust praise thee? shall it declare thy truth? 10Hear, O LORD, and have mercy upon me: LORD, be thou my helper. 11Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put off my sackcloth, and girded me with gladness; 12To the end that my glory may sing praise to thee, and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give thanks unto thee for ever.

Amos 9:6
It is he that buildeth his stories in the heaven, and hath founded his troop in the earth; he that calleth for the waters of the sea, and poureth them out upon the face of the earth: The LORD is his name. ~ Minor Prophet Amos KJV

This was drawn on October 1992  in Cumberland, MD at Fort Hill High School.,
Within 30 to 40 minutes 5th period my Junior Year,
I don't have the answers except the word of God has kept me sound,
Most people would have lost their minds
Yes I went far out in everything that happened and more.
But as you can see in the rose what I was feeling from all directions was clearly affecting me
Piercing me as my back was turned
This revealed itself on January 23, 2011, Sunday Night as I was working on a piece of the crucifixion
Which I didn't understand it
Then it all clicked and its a rugged oil painting
In connection with the Cross of Nails painting which was lost
It won't leave me and then a powerful message was given to me by Inspiration and yes it appeared
I didn't put it there intentionally
But it has to do with the woman on the line
My Heavenly Father is so amazing!
I now officially know if you don't know know Him you are in complete darkness in the mind and soul.
That is a fact...His word says so...but His Darkness is his secret pavilion.

This Rose is a reflection of it and to bring me to light and hope it does the same for all and not condemn any.
 It is a symbolic type of Prophecy,
it is very small, and over 100 things are in it...and more is to come.
I sketched it out in less than 30-40 minutes my Junior Year in High School.
I never saw it until 10.25.2008 when I blew it up over 2200%
Its a wonder and an amazing piece and gift to me.
For when this was coming out I was brought into Isolation for it to manifest,
Now all the people from October 2007 going forward practically is represented in an amazing way.
The Portal to this piece was a painting done on 7.17.2008,
Then my eyes were open to art and little did I know it was my and my family's predestination, 
Mom, Dad, and 2 sisters, and me.
My heritage, angels and the wars we all fight to survive and more.
It is still speaking by the prodigeous works of God.

This was drawn in Fort Hill High School in Cumberland, MD in1992
It has been officially shown at an Art Exhibit at Allegany Community College under Professor Foote who entered in on my behalf.
The story is being written


the Dog in Shadow with an Index finger Has to be a womans...



   
~Below a Writing Night OWL~

Here is half of his face...































There is Porcupine and His Face is the face of a young boy,
You can see his right ear, left eye, nose, and mouth and His bangs is parted in the middle with an Angel on the left side of his face...I don't know but he keeps running from me and his anger I can feel, and I understand but I didn't do this but I have been with him in spirit by something supernaturally not by my choice...but why...he shouldn't have used it for evil to gain him a contract that I'm entitled...Otherwise I wouldn't be doing this...and God sees it all...I'm not mean...I admit I lash out, but good grief I go with what comes before my face....but Mark was wrong in not talking to me first bad call very bad call...






Psalm 22:24 KJV 
For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard.
HE sustained her through all her afflictions which was everywhere she turned. 














Luke 2:19,35,51 KJV
"But Mary kept all these things, and pondered them in her heart.
(Yea, a sword shall pierce through thy own soul also,)
that the thoughts of many hearts may be revealed.
And he went down with them, and came to Nazareth, and was subject unto them: but his mother kept all these sayings in her heart. "
AFTER Jesus Christ was Glorified she too Repented of her Sins and was baptized in Jesus Name.
For all Came to Worship only Her Son
She is blessed by God as Abraham but neither one is worshipped as a god
Only Jesus Christ is Lord of All and King of Kings
Its in the Word precisely
You want to find Him who we celebrate his Birth
Read his Word he will show you.




HOW IT ALL STARTED...
Was when I was 15 a priest cursed me
who was indeed in trouble for 100's
Then ran for cover in a private place under a different name
Curse me to cover him and all his filthy abominable deeds for there was no other to bare the curse
Yes but apparently me...
This would one day result in many to follow
Every where I went I was like remembered and no one knew why
The young boy 7, 8, & 9 the years of great severe pining
A Born Again Pentecostal of the Apostolic faith would carry years to come
tormented by this false prophet of baal preaching and which I honored for years to come
Only to find dishonesty and guile years later
Accused of so much when I covered it all and bore it all for a filthy bastard who knew not God
The Real ONE He never saw but played in the dark with clowns and curses for years over and over
Round and round we go
years past in search yet is put on ones shoulders of a girl
15, 16, 17, It is WRITTEN And DISPLAYED, 18, 19, 20, 21, << Sorrow after Sorrow preyed on me still, only to be proven free and clear in 37>>, 22, 23, 24, a dream is conveyed, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33 it is REVEALED, 34, 35, 36, 37 Beginner is revealed of it All and So is the Artist shadowed as when she was DRAWING Witness of IT BEFORE ALL, 38 now...
I have solved and everyone who cursed me is revealed and pines to be free and never will they be...Vow will not be broken for when it is kept she is still pure before God because of one husband after He vows his Vows and appointed as God has planned she is forever blessed by HIS HAND...
Standing her ground gives her a hand never bow to the wrong ones for It robs of blessings to her and her begotten....
 
 
The Bull falls and breaks his bone
He cries and cries rippling throughout the universe
All the sudden I'm compelled to send a sympathy gift
I have no Idea why
but I cannot rest until it is done
Its sent simple and sweet
why its my personal inspiration of course
I did it proud of myself stepping out of my comfort zone
My cage so to speak if you please
oops it was sent back return the sender for the numbers were not right
But it was a test of feelings for when I opened it to put it back up
for it was sent to the wrong zip
So the bull was really in complete agony for 10 days and more
Even though all the support he had
he was messed up for good
and He knew it!
Mom says it wasnt meant for him afterall,
But why was i so compelled???
I dont know...as it laid on my bed staring back at me in the living room
later that even i just look at it placing it on the top dresser and let it sit.
It has now been 8 days...
Now the morning has come and i go to work,
As it sat on my dresser,
I come home and look at it one more time
I finally open it
O the feelings of THIS IS NOT MINE comes over me
I always follow the Spirit of such
I new then i had to resend it,
But now I have to get a new envelope,
For this one was already beat up,
I couldnt send it like that
Though it would be already beat up when it got there, again.
So I say nothing, I repackage it and apologize for the delay
For the compelling and unexplainable urgency was crazy to explain
So the Correct package with the RIGHT numbers is Resent on the 17th!
I had NO IDEA what that meant
This is about 3 years ago...
I sent it, and thought um? the 17th odd number for an odd experience.
The Invisible was working behind the scenes.....
I HAD NO IDEA.
So it feels good and I feel I have done a good deed.
For my dad always oddly talked of him
Why? I have no idea, but whatever.
I have always and still do give out to whom receives it
the bull ate and ate it
going back to his box over and over
in the beginning if it wasnt there he would read the same one over sometimes
Or get completely discouraged
for he felt he had nothing
so he would read it again
practicing what was sent
I would wrestle not to write but the sympathy gift oddly multiplied
there was another part
so I sent it as well
It felt soooo good i enjoyed it
Recently I had come into an enlightment of faith
"If it feels right in pure and good follow it"
So I did, and when I faught it grrrrr i was quite miserable
I had to write this bull
I stayed in the bushes forever it seemed
I would not send him a pic just words
This bothered him
I could hear his joking rants and his friends
Though I really paid them no mind
(I do now for then I was not aware of such)
In my life things felt great
I was glowing at work due to some peoples comments
I had never ever experienced this before
WHAT WAS THIS?
I waited for a 'thank you'
I dreamed of gratitude of a simple card just saying
"Thank you, you have lifted my spirits."
It never came,
It didn't matter, I was feeling great,
Besides was he really reading them?
Time goes by about 3 weeks
Nothing, my good feelings were leaving
and the tossing and turning would come again
I would get up and write and send more inspiration,
I was followinig my heart
And it was doing something on the other side i just didn't know what
This was new ground to me
Due to the feelings it was going to bring me out
Ha ha! My shyness has NO POWER OVER ME!
So i write and write
I'm an artist but i'm trapped
But I JUST didn't know it.
this felt like it was going to set me free
I JUST HAD NO IDEA really what was happening or coming
I keep following it
I keep writing and then I break the bricks of ignorance around me
I have a breakthrough on 7/17-26/08
After this my world changes I just have NO idea
A spiritual Change that is
I dont know why but I keep seeing 17 everywhere
As I begin to put up my art work online for the first time
I realize after looking at all my artwork for hidden messages
The Rose on Scratchboard is the ONLY PIECE I have
Which i did when i was 17 and HAD NOT looked at,
But to look at it I had to blow it up
for it is a litte bit wider than 6"s by a little more than 8"s
Very smail the Rose itself is something rounded like 3"x3"
So On 10-25-08 I blow it up about 1800% to 2200%
With a friend whose demeanor is a Swordfish, but there are 3 of them.
She was the only friend I had besides the Bull
Her brother in law was an art dealer and it is her who opened my eyes
Then i was consumed because my whole life and family was in this
He, the bull, was in it even.
Here we are now.
I can't explain it.
Maybe he can if he wanted to.
I dont get why he keeps running...
Yes it is scary,
The Lion and Elephant may can see it
The Whale does
The Eagle for sure for He knows and sees
There is so much to tell,

I guess we are just a bunch of friends doing our best in serving our destiny,
That makes more sense now...
For a bull and dolphin just really dont jive....its really really funny after you think about it.
The bull is quite amused by the dolphin and the rarety of the chinchilla
Um?
They dont jive to thrive...but we do do our best to survive.

My sisters are in there as well
There is so much more in there...even the event is which happened has to do with this...
BLOWS MY MIND
But maybe that was the sign I was praying for.
this is a definite mystery beyond reason...but I like I said there were many events waiting.
so there you go.

More pics are coming.

I feel its in the right spot now...so it can stay here for a while.

Psalm 35  KJV (This still stands for He is the same yesterday, today, and forever...so much more confirms this over and over)

Plead my cause, O LORD, with them that strive with me: fight against them that fight against me.
2Take hold of shield and buckler, and stand up for mine help.
3Draw out also the spear, and stop the way against them that persecute me: say unto my soul, I am thy salvation.
4Let them be confounded and put to shame that seek after my soul: let them be turned back and brought to confusion that devise my hurt.
5Let them be as chaff before the wind: and let the angel of the LORD chase them.
6Let their way be dark and slippery: and let the angel of the LORD persecute them.
7For without cause have they hid for me their net in a pit, which without cause they have digged for my soul.
8Let destruction come upon him at unawares; and let his net that he hath hid catch himself: into that very destruction let him fall.
9And my soul shall be joyful in the LORD: it shall rejoice in his salvation.
10All my bones shall say, LORD, who is like unto thee, which deliverest the poor from him that is too strong for him, yea, the poor and the needy from him that spoileth him?
11False witnesses did rise up; they laid to my charge things that I knew not.
12They rewarded me evil for good to the spoiling of my soul.
13But as for me, when they were sick, my clothing was sackcloth: I humbled my soul with fasting; and my prayer returned into mine own bosom.
14I behaved myself as though he had been my friend or brother: I bowed down heavily, as one that mourneth for his mother.
15But in mine adversity they rejoiced, and gathered themselves together: yea, the abjects gathered themselves together against me, and I knew it not; they did tear me, and ceased not:
16With hypocritical mockers in feasts, they gnashed upon me with their teeth.
17Lord, how long wilt thou look on? rescue my soul from their destructions, my darling from the lions.
18I will give thee thanks in the great congregation: I will praise thee among much people.
19Let not them that are mine enemies wrongfully rejoice over me: neither let them wink with the eye that hate me without a cause.
20For they speak not peace: but they devise deceitful matters against them that are quiet in the land.
21Yea, they opened their mouth wide against me, and said, Aha, aha, our eye hath seen it.
22This thou hast seen, O LORD: keep not silence: O Lord, be not far from me.
23Stir up thyself, and awake to my judgment, even unto my cause, my God and my Lord.
24Judge me, O LORD my God, according to thy righteousness; and let them not rejoice over me.
25Let them not say in their hearts, Ah, so would we have it: let them not say, We have swallowed him up.
26Let them be ashamed and brought to confusion together that rejoice at mine hurt: let them be clothed with shame and dishonour that magnify themselves against me.
27Let them shout for joy, and be glad, that favour my righteous cause: yea, let them say continually, Let the LORD be magnified, which hath pleasure in the prosperity of his servant.
28And my tongue shall speak of thy righteousness and of thy praise all the day long



***January 24, 2012***
Life Goes on, and another arises...it appears as one and another is revealed,
Never asking for such
Why did you get your own line from without and to within...
what is He trying to say to and in this realm of which is and is only in the conscience
Is this my last task to fulfill regarding this?
Probably so then yet even after all my woes I will be restored as He promised...
Going forward since I came to where I am I promise to be honest and be wise and kind with it...
by His Guidance and what is coming it will come it is written but I cannot see as this but I know it is written by His Hands...
Nothing can stop it...His will BE Done!


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Due to the CALL This must needs and can you find this man in there...
 
 
His Profile is clearly in there 3 times...they will be posted later...
To God Be all the Glory and God Grace and Bless this in Jesus Christ!
He said he knows everything about art...but this is a TOKEN
which he knew

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There are many artist which covet this piece and have tried to copy it and make it their own...which they cant because the real has yet to be scanned by an extreme digital 3d high tech of the highest grade and best quality...I keep seeing it being down with my piece...but I must await on the Lord for I am standing there amongst my brothers and sisters...as a witness and the RIGHTEOUS MAN...which bares witness of all of this before that one above came into my life...and it still is going on...The Righteous Man is a Body of Men that know the Law and Grace and how its harmony comes in life...



 



 





 
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I am led and the other Page and MOre will follow as the Call of which is Sought OUT in the Sagaxity Way

It is Important this Go up today...again...and they are...
 
~ The DAY of Pentecost & It Goes back from Whence He was Born & further ~



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The First Day of Pentecost
An EXPERIENCE many have not yet EXPERIENCED
How Our Church Birthed and Began
120 in the Upper Room received the Holy Ghost,
At the 3rd hour they came out appearing drunk
But Peter clarified what Happened
Acts 1 & 2...the next day 5000 more was added to the church
It filled the house where they were sitting
Then it filled the whole city of Jerusalem Per Acts 1:8

The 3000 Crossed and went through His Firmament into His Kingdom by the Lovely Name of Jesus Christ by Water and the Spirit as it always does to this day comes down from heaven...

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In the piece above is representing the 3000 souls entered into His Kingdom Completely, some the FIRE BAPTIZED THEM FIRST, then they were WATER BAPTIZED 2ND or vice versa the order does not matter, just Repentence First does...so All and to this DAY that recieved the Holy Ghost in addition to the 120 in the upper room,
It has been preached they were in the Upper Room for 10 days interceding with prayer and in one accord then on the 3rd Hour of the day It fell as in Acts 2 by first a SUDDEN SOUND from HEAVEN as a RUSHING MIGHTY WIND,
There are 10 praying hands about the Upper Room to represent what I have heard preached,
The Upper Room in Jerusalem per studies of biblical maps was in the SouthWest Corner of Jerusalem, it was the highest room in Jerusalem,
The Wheat represents the FEAST of WEEKS, it was a
 'freewill 'offering...

Deuteronomy 16:10-15
And thou shalt keep the feast of weeks unto the LORD thy God with a tribute of a freewill offering of thine hand, which thou shalt give unto the LORD thy God, according as the LORD thy God hath blessed thee: 11And thou shalt rejoice before the LORD thy God, thou, and thy son, and thy daughter, and thy manservant, and thy maidservant, and the Levite that is within thy gates, and the stranger, and the fatherless, and the widow, that are among you, in the place which the LORD thy God hath chosen to place his name there. 12And thou shalt remember that thou wast a bondman in Egypt: and thou shalt observe and do these statutes.
13Thou shalt observe the feast of tabernacles seven days, after that thou hast gathered in thy corn and thy wine: 14And thou shalt rejoice in thy feast, thou, and thy son, and thy daughter, and thy manservant, and thy maidservant, and the Levite, the stranger, and the fatherless, and the widow, that are within thy gates. 15Seven days shalt thou keep a solemn feast unto the LORD thy God in the place which the LORD shall choose: because the LORD thy God shall bless thee in all thine increase, and in all the works of thine hands, therefore thou shalt surely rejoice.

So when you Repent and Turn Away you present YOURSELF Freely and you Gain Eternity...Many of My Heros have shed their lives and blood for this very cause...More than I realize or can comprehend...it was in celebration of the Harvest and When they were brought out of Egypt created the 1st Passover. Then 50 days later which was on the very very 1st day of Pentecost was given the TEN COMMANDMENTS,
NOW the Holy Ghost guides and Teaches us in Having His Law and Mercy WRITTEN on our HEARTS if and only if We are Happy to receive it...So much blood and tears for His Love that No other god could give or have the power to give...for this to be MERCY had to come for the sake of TRUTH to be lived due to the great deceptor deceived so many...and prevented life as in abundance as we know it for my Jesus' Sake, No one could approach God directly they had to go through the High Priest to even commune with God, But When Mercy Met Truth, We sincerely call On His Name Directly and He hears us but to be Saved Jesus Christ said
John 3:3, 5
3Jesus answered and said unto him, "Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God."
5Jesus answered, "Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God."
I would ponder how to paint the Spirit of the Holy Ghost, for He Showed me in great deptness...

This Happened because MERCY met TRUTH...
As King David Professied in Psalm 85 & 22...I wondered for years how to picture that...This is what was laid on my heart to paint which is a series

Psalm 85:10

Mercy and truth are met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other.

Mercy is never ending, Truth is Measured...is that not clear










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Psalm 22
My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring?
2O my God, I cry in the daytime, but thou hearest not; and in the night season, and am not silent.
3But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel.
4Our fathers trusted in thee: they trusted, and thou didst deliver them.
5They cried unto thee, and were delivered: they trusted in thee, and were not confounded.
6But I am a worm, and no man; a reproach of men, and despised of the people.
7All they that see me laugh me to scorn: they shoot out the lip, they shake the head, saying,
8He trusted on the LORD that he would deliver him: let him deliver him, seeing he delighted in him.
9But thou art he that took me out of the womb: thou didst make me hope when I was upon my mother's breasts.
10I was cast upon thee from the womb: thou art my God from my mother's belly.
11Be not far from me; for trouble is near; for there is none to help.
12Many bulls have compassed me: strong bulls of Bashan have beset me round.
13They gaped upon me with their mouths, as a ravening and a roaring lion.
14I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint: my heart is like wax; it is melted in the midst of my bowels.
15My strength is dried up like a potsherd; and my tongue cleaveth to my jaws; and thou hast brought me into the dust of death.
16For dogs have compassed me: the assembly of the wicked have inclosed me: they pierced my hands and my feet.
17I may tell all my bones: they look and stare upon me.
18They part my garments among them, and cast lots upon my vesture.
19But be not thou far from me, O LORD: O my strength, haste thee to help me.
20Deliver my soul from the sword; my darling from the power of the dog.
21Save me from the lion's mouth: for thou hast heard me from the horns of the unicorns.
22I will declare thy name unto my brethren: in the midst of the congregation will I praise thee.
23Ye that fear the LORD, praise him; all ye the seed of Jacob, glorify him; and fear him, all ye the seed of Israel.
24For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard.
25My praise shall be of thee in the great congregation: I will pay my vows before them that fear him.
26The meek shall eat and be satisfied: they shall praise the LORD that seek him: your heart shall live for ever.
27All the ends of the world shall remember and turn unto the LORD: and all the kindreds of the nations shall worship before thee.
28For the kingdom is the LORD'S: and he is the governor among the nations.
29All they that be fat upon earth shall eat and worship: all they that go down to the dust shall bow before him: and none can keep alive his own soul.
30A seed shall serve him; it shall be accounted to the Lord for a generation.
31They shall come, and shall declare his righteousness unto a people that shall be born, that he hath done this.

Jesus Christ went where NO deity OR principality, of being of any kind has went before...for what
LOVE
He is ALIVE
FOREVER MORE

...that's what you call A God that LOVES...

So much that he even came from the womb of a Virgin, some find this hard to believe...I pray that they pray "God help My Unbelief" because everthing He Did was for an eternal purpose...and its over and over and over again and again...Now I was reading 1 Chronicles and I came across where Bethlehem was the smallest prince of them all, so He Honors Him above all...Micah 5:2 confirms as well as Luke 2:4,15

1 Chronicles 11:15-19
Now three of the thirty captains went down to the rock to David, into the cave of Adullam; and the host of the Philistines encamped in the valley of Rephaim. 16And David was then in the hold, and the Philistines' garrison was then at Bethlehem. 17And David LONGED, and said, OH that one would give me DRINK OF THE WATER OF THE WELL OF BETHLEHEM, that is at the GATE! 18And the three brake through the host of the Philistines, and drew water out of the well of Bethlehem, that was by the gate, and took it, and brought it to David: but David would not drink of it, but poured it out to the LORD, 19And said, My God forbid it me, that I should do this thing: shall I drink the blood of these men that have put their lives in jeopardy? for with the jeopardy of their lives they brought it. Therefore he would not drink it. These things did these three mightiest.

HENCE, I was drawn to paint the Well at the Gate of Bethlehem,
Because He is the KEY to living WATER...Why David Longed, but wouldn't take because the mystery of why is what the Holy Ghost teaches, which He had but whence not the NAME but not too as in (and I just realized what that means God is my Witness)

Acts 1:16
16Men and brethren, this scripture must needs have been fulfilled, which the Holy Ghost by the mouth of David spake before concerning Judas, which was guide to them that took Jesus. 17For he was numbered with us, and had obtained part of this ministry. 18Now this man purchased a field with the reward of iniquity; and falling headlong, he burst asunder in the midst, and all his bowels gushed out. 19And it was known unto all the dwellers at Jerusalem; insomuch as that field is called in their proper tongue, Aceldama, that is to say, The field of blood.
20For it is written in the book of Psalms, Let his habitation be desolate, and let no man dwell therein: and his bishoprick let another take.

How David LONGED...but just Knew...Hence Why the STAR OF BETHLEHEM the smallest of all the PRINCES was even Honored that day, and WHY

Acts 2:25-36
25For David speaketh concerning him, I foresaw the Lord always before my face, for he is on my right hand, that I should not be moved:
26Therefore did my heart rejoice, and my tongue was glad; moreover also my flesh shall rest in hope:
27Because thou wilt not leave my soul in hell, neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption.
28Thou hast made known to me the ways of life; thou shalt make me full of joy with thy countenance.
29Men and brethren, let me freely speak unto you of the patriarch David, that he is both dead and buried, and his sepulchre is with us unto this day. 30Therefore being a prophet, and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him, that of the fruit of his loins, according to the flesh, he would raise up Christ to sit on his throne; 31He seeing this before spake of the resurrection of Christ, that his soul was not left in hell, neither his flesh did see corruption. 32This Jesus hath God raised up, whereof we all are witnesses. 33Therefore being by the right hand of God exalted, and having received of the Father the promise of the Holy Ghost, he hath shed forth this, which ye now see and hear.
34For David is not ascended into the heavens: but he saith himself, The LORD said unto my Lord, Sit thou on my right hand,
35Until I make thy foes thy footstool. 36Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly, that God hath made that same Jesus, whom ye have crucified, both Lord and Christ.

Micah 5:2
But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little among the thousands of Judah, yet OUT OF THEE SHALL HE COME FORTH  unto ME that is to be RULER IN ISRAEL; whose goings forth have been from of old, from everlasting.

The Prince of Peace born, buried, and Arose...and IS ALIVE,
But He came so WE WOULD have Life MORE ABUNDANTLY, and HE DID IT!

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He Showed the Gate, the Portal, The Door to enter into His Kingdom...He confirms His Name again...so He sent the Promise and the Promise is on the Day of Pentecost revealed by Peter because he was given the Keys...

Acts 2:38-41
Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. 39For the PROMISE is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call. 40And with many other words did he testify and exhort, saying, Save yourselves from this untoward generation. 41Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls

Luke 24:46-48, tarrying for Pentecost in v49
And said unto them, Thus it is written, and thus it behoved Christ to suffer, and to rise from the dead the third day: 47And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. 48And ye are witnesses of these things
49And, behold, I SEND THE PROMISE of my Father upon you: but tarry ye in the city of Jerusalem, until ye be endued with power from on high.

They tarried until it fell from Heaven so He lived as a child, as man, No other god or deity or in anyform would die to cleanse me of my sins, His Love is no greater...He is the Father, the Son, and The Holy Ghost...His Name is Jesus Christ!

John 5:43
I am come in my Father's name, and ye receive me not: if another shall come in his own name, him ye will receive.
~ The Name of the Father ~

Mathew 1:21
And she shall bring forth a son, and thou shalt call his name JESUS: for he shall save his people from their sins
~ The Name of the Son ~

John 14:26-27
But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.
~ The Name of the Holy Ghost ~
27Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Matthew 28:19
19Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: 20Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen
ll did it iThen Send us a Teacher to Help us have Life more Abundantly that we can overcome all Wrongful Sin, He is the ONLY way if it were not so...He would have told us...
Pentecost is it all, when you are born you are as a baby, and you grow in His Kingdom, you will grow like a baby...Just remember that...don't pitch a fit, repent, brush the dust off your feet and stay in the GATE, the Spiritual of His Kingdom!

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I Thessalonian 1:10
And to wait for his Son from heaven, whom he raised from the dead, even Jesus, which delivered us from the wrath to come.

~~ As in process of Repenting ~~

Luke 24:49
And, behold, I SEND THE PROMISE of my Father upon you: but tarry ye in the city of Jerusalem, until ye be endued with power from on high.
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That My FRIENDS is what Pentecost is ALL ABOUT...and it keeps pouring...
It had to be in reverse because as my study that is what came to me to paint...so Glory be to MY GOD, who for His Love and MERCY to me...To Him be ALL THE GLORY...
ALL For HIS MAJESTY...

*This was not premeditated or written aforetime...it was just written as so...I tried to write but it would only come til this time as so. **All Work Created and Painted from my mind, no pictures were used in this...Only what I was drawn and Inspired to do, which would not leave me...

His Servant, Sagaxity


I am drawn to paint Repentance and Battle Hymn of the Republic...another challenge indeed...but it makes perfect sense...may He guide my hands...

 

Friday, September 12, 2014

Jesus Christ is NOT a Democracy...HIS WORDS as written in the KJV will STAND anywhere...Why I say this???

9/13/14

So if you take what you hear from God and you use democracy you cancel it out for you are putting all other, and it is only Opinions over Him which then Democracy becomes your form of rationalization and way of life...and it cancels out Jesus Christ in your life because If He deliberately tells you something He means it to be done for His word will NOT Return Void...Isaiah 55:11.  For the Disobedient is in hell and it is real...let nothing tell you it is not...And So if you take what you have heard from God and discuss with this one, and that one, you find yourselve doing everything but God's will in your life...then you began to avoid the will of God and even forget Him and He will turn your life, a family's life, City's life, State's Life and all the way up to the level of the entire country as a whole in a hell per Psalm 9...because you are being contrary to the Will of God and then like it says Satan will sift you as wheat...

Now Democracy far as the Country of the USA is concerned it important due to the way of a KING...it is not good because if he is an evil king evil reigns and no rights are given...in the USA's case the PEOPLE employ their leaders and if they as a whole pay attention they are the boss of the one in charge when they are united...even people in small countries with the Name of Jesus Christ  can change the whole direction of a country...The word of God is the most aged words in all of history and even in its history repeats itself, showing the gift of knowledge given to man...and the results of human's choices then and now because they are all man's decision...if you do this the consequence is this, if you do that the consequence is that...which is positive and negative...the Book of LIFE as it is referred to is TRUE because it is about the choices and the result of our choices.
So a democracy in weighing to the WORD of God which is where the Constitution was birthed due to 2 Corinthians 3:17...Where Jesus Christ's words reign there is liberty to prosper...and America was birthed because the Christians were being tortured in other countries for serving Jesus Christ...the bigotry starts in the Gospels and then even with Peter in Acts 4 and with Paul...it is a prophecy of the book which was written way before any other of the others and if they are contrary look at the fruit of the land...does it appear to be to the curses of the Dueter 28 and Lev 26...and more so Or do they line up with Exodus 20 or is such being revisited back to them to be over came because they turned away...and they are a result of Psalm 9...all answers is in the Bible and the way of prosperity and being progressive in life is obeying it...otherwise you are repeating a place in history in it...and it shows clearly...the result of their TYPE OF PROSPERITY....John 5:28~29...and Without Jesus Christ you can do nothing...

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Jesus Christ is a King and So is a Shepherd...it is clear...

Jesus Christ's Words will NOT return void no matter how much democracy comes of His Spoken words...

Does a REAL Shepherd after hearing God's voice go to the sheep and ask them what they think? Nah...nor does he ask them where to graze but He leads them ACCORDING TO THE SCRIPTURES...the children of Israel didn't Tell Moses where to go or what to do NOR DID he consult with them but consulted with God ONLY...

So God tells Moses pick up the rod...Moses DONT run to the children of Israel and ASK should I pick up the rod? or what do you think I should do?  BUT WAIT THAT IS NOT ENOUGH HE THEN runs to Pharaoh and ask him what his thoughts were...and IF THIS WERE TO OCCUR all the while Moses is BEING DISOBEDIENT to the Lord because by the time he gets back to attempt to pick up the Rod with ALL Egypt and The Children of Israel watching...the rod is GONE, BECAUSE HE WAS AN UNWILLING VESSEL...

Now if you know God you know what would happen for His word does NOT return VOID?  But Moses' heart knew better and had seen this happen many times in his life among many...and was wise to this and was NOT a fool and DIDNT seek the "eyes of a divided crowd"...But you can see what He did in Exodus He is a good example which DID NOT SEEK EVERY KIND OF COUNCIL OR THOUGHTS for all were hot air compared to the Almighty GREAT I AM...

And SO...if this is occurring or if a King seeks council of a contrary council which is against GOD's Will and IS Clearly Against His word and clearly states this is that NOT of Good and the king heeds to the contrary council then indeed the king is disobeying GOD and HIS WORD...and it will show whose side he is on...for there are only two...Jesus Christ and the other...Because if the King seeks everybody's will and council and way  of thought he would never get anything done and they would constantly be going in circles...Same applies for a Shepherd as well...round and round all go in every direction...

There is planted a seed of chaos
As the waves of the middle of the ocean
one comes this way and another goes the other way
a constant swirling and no leader
for the are all controlled by what they know not
Hence the eyes of the crowd of the Entire world as a whole
 
 
Jesus Christ is NOT a Democracy He is a King, You either Obey or NOT for all was made for His Pleasure...Psalm 8 and Revelations 4:11...IF YOU really think about it...HE DIDN'T asked His disciples of what THEIR THOUGHTS WERE OF WHICH His Heavenly Father told Him to do...He didn't consult them ONE time...He told them what was and is going to be...He didn't ever say...My heavenly Father said this what do you think we should do?  That is indecisive and contrary and being disobedient to His Heavenly Father...and He kept the Righteous LAW in perfection...Obeyed and Provided all things Honest so clear to all...It was never a democracy but in perfect order of the commandments, and God's will...for without Jesus Christ you can do nothing...John 15:5 and All will SEE and Hear Jesus Christ according the resurrection of which you LIVE by...John 5:29, then v28...for it is a great knowledge to know...
 
 Revelations 4:11
 Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created ALL things, and for THY PLEASURE they are and were created.
 
~and~
 
Psalm 8
 O Lord, our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth! who hast set thy glory above the heavens.
Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings hast thou ordained strength because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy and the avenger.
When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the stars, which thou hast ordained;
What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him?
For thou hast made him a little lower than the angels, and hast crowned him with glory and honour.
Thou madest him to have dominion over the works of thy hands; thou hast put all things under his feet:
All sheep and oxen, yea, and the beasts of the field;
The fowl of the air, and the fish of the sea, and whatsoever passeth through the paths of the seas.
O Lord our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth!
 
 See it is simple Jesus Christ lived as we and showed us how to be...hence He said Follow me He said you would be made Kings/Queens and Priests...Where the Eagles Flock to The KING OF KINGS...you grow in the Lord when you follow him...before He walked on the Water to Peter He prayed as a man to His Father, Jesus didn't consult his disciples which were the closest NOR HIS MOTHER...only His Father, and more just look closely at God's actions throughout the whole BIBLE which Jesus Christ was God manifested in the Flesh...John 1:1~2 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  Sush!!! God's word Created the Heavens and the Earth such as Let there BE...in Genesis 1...hence THE SAME...
THE SAME was in the beginning with God.  JOHN 8:58 Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Before. Abraham. was, I Am.. THEN AGAIN IN 1:14 AND THE WORD WAS MADE FLESH, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Dealing with Sorrow and Grief...In Honor of my Dad at this Time...

I must say this is most comforting to me...I took his humble clothes and cut them up randomly...
no pattern and two t-shirts I have kept for years and never wore they were too cut to wear so I decided to add them in the pile...humble and worn for now he would quote all the time a man that does not provide for his family is I Timothy 5:8 But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel. --He made it is what I know...and that is what I know when I see him again...at the events in which God will even wake him up for...such as He did many saints the day of His resurrection!!!

Life is FOREVER in the Kingdom of God...Hence the Meaning of the particular verse..."O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?" ~ I Corinthians 15:55 ...I have heard it now said Jesus Took the Sting OUT OF DEATH...and it is because you sleep and are awaken and you are in perfect paradise...Now I could feed grief or despair...but he didn't want it to consume me...but I have dealt with serious grief before and I clung to the words of LIFE the Holy Bible and the Alter...and then peace was very hard to find...it was most grievous and Psalm 3 came to be a very Strong realization...but really I didn't grasp that these words are LIFE...and HOPE and is the fountain of LIFE...It is the spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life. ~ John 6:53 ...these words get you through it...IT is STILL VERY HEARD and SORROWFUL...the sadness seems it will never go away...I am happy to know that this grief is not as so...but so PRECIOUS...as Psalm 116:15 Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints. ...So when you KNOW who Jesus Christ is and you do your best between Him and you and you live in the Light you know, and once you learn something you heed to correct your actions...Death will not celebrate a capture and conquer but You defeat death by Overcoming...

Hence I NOW CLEARLY understand the Dream I remembered from 2003 while we were laying him to rest...and it came back to my...I saw him dancing on a dug out grave for it was empty and the pile was there...my dad was dancing on the line of faith for he was in the air as though he would not be captured by death...for he struggled with chronic depression and I kept telling him the past year and half "get your house in order" which is YOUR TEMPLE...off and on, as I was there I realized again why I didn't fret...for the line of faith is in the wind...in the dream you could say he was Dancing on the Wind as in the still air...or on Tombstones...though life is hard and very grinding the most important thing in this life is to Make it with your Heavenly Father...which the most valuable is LIFE...for it is more precious and treasured more than gold...because with Jesus Christ whom is the Arthur it is forever and ever...something hard to reason as a human being...so as here in the earth as
life goes on...

I am quilting his humble clothes into one big quilting spread or quilt and thus is as far as I have gotten...I weep and I have his favorite songs playing and more...and an amazing peace which blows my mind...how this will end up I don't know for there is no pattern to it...I pick neither is it seamed for it is two sided as it goes and flows...and I will sew until all pieces are sewn to it...

Here is a few random pics...


The First Beginning on 9/8/2014 of the sewing for I cut them all up on 9/4-5/2014...I randomly sew and behold a pot...he cooked a lot...with tender loving care...

 
Here is a cuff and I love his back worn pocket...I buttoned then sewed it so it would not ravel...He had hard life...but HE WAS and AWESOME DAD, He taught me a lot...and it will forever more be more unwinding in the Way God shows it as so...why I couldn't see it then though I prayed be sure and let know all I need to know and be grateful for before he goes...but you can't see it all...but this quilt is soooo comforting and is to me far better than giving them to the goodwill...He was buried in his only Suit Coat and he had lost weight for his gray dress pants...but they made them fit...and his one dress shirt...and a tie was donated...he always threw his ties in the trunk of the car, or in the back seat...they never stayed on hangers...

 
Random cut out and I pray so desperately the integrity shows of how His Life was for...a GREAT MAN...with strong to survive but His the Roll was called and He loved the Hymns...

 
...it is two pairs of pants, 3 pull over shirts, 1 sweater, his jacket, 2 plaid button long sleeve shirts, and 5 white t-shirts...and then the two my dad got me which I considered too adorable to wear and I didn't want the print of the purpose to fade so I cut them up but preserved the picture and will sew them in somewhere that will be perfect...It is a great memorial piece for him...now for my sister I couldn't neither could I draw things for I would be so grieved but this comforts my heart...and great warmth is there...and I wait to see Him again along with the others that have Gone to be with Jesus Christ because that is Why Jesus Christ died so we could live forever...


When I am done I will post this...It is an absolute :) I will update I have 3 pieces such of the size as of the last pic...I even dream about it in the midst of getting other things done as well...is why 

Saturday, September 6, 2014

These such as so and many more for at the Appointed Time...

With God great Sorrow is not cast aside
But in HIS TIMING He will INDEED GIVE
GREAT Gifts and Blessings and FAITH
For He was a man of Sorrows and aquainted with Grief
Psalm 42:11
Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.
 
 
 For it is a Dark Royalpurple Rose weeping in sorrow
for the woe is great to bare at different times in life...
Not just Death of a loved one...but of many a circumstance
The petals represent the Sadness of the life fallen
However, when You hope in God
You know life will spring again and bloom again
For this is just a time on the Rose bush of which brings life
Not all Blooms are perfect but they are all purposeful in something only God can recreate
He is the Only One which can give you Beauty for your Ashes of Sorrow and even shame...
It is a JOY to speak on His word and it great LIFE and unending and nothing is ends for ALL things through HIM are ETERNAL!
 
Isaiah 63:1-3
The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;
To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, TO GIVE UNTO THEM BEAUTY FOR ASHES, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.
 
SEE?
 
 
Psalm 42
As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?
When I remember these things, I pour out my soul in me: for I had gone with the multitude, I went with them to the house of God, with the voice of joy and praise, with a multitude that kept holyday.
Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance.
O my God, my soul is cast down within me: therefore will I remember thee from the land of Jordan, and of the Hermonites, from the hill Mizar.
Deep calleth unto deep at the noise of thy waterspouts: all thy waves and thy billows are gone over me.
Yet the Lord will command his lovingkindness in the day time, and in the night his song shall be with me, and my prayer unto the God of my life.
I will say unto God my rock, Why hast thou forgotten me? why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
10 As with a sword in my bones, mine enemies reproach me; while they say daily unto me, Where is thy God?
11 Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.
 
 
See the Comforting Angel in the Sorrow and Pain which NONE can COMFORT
Neither do they have the ANSWERS to comfort you but ONLY GOD has them therefore and ANGEL is sent to comfort you
In the GREAT peace or agonizing Silent times...
ONLY GOD has the Answers
Always CRY OUT to Him and He will answer in due to time
Such is as definitely SO GOD has the Answer...
 
Isaiah 55:8-9
  For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Indeed Job and Mary the Mother of Christ knows this Sorrow and ABOVE ALL GOD

So it is always good to TRUST to the UNSEEN HAND
I hummed this since I heard it...for my mom sang it many times and it is a favorite old him and it was with the stuff and then I searched for something where I could listen to...I just listen to it and I stumbled upon this at the perfect time during grieving...it came across my path

http://youtu.be/cRsrFmO3BTE?list=PL_2L6PFqX-TIpfWqjGjpD0bVWaDhI2eE7

For I went through a long hard battle and indeed I realize due to the choices of the which made promises to God and didn't keep them but rebelled which is all throughout the Bible it clearly shows but I just pray I fulfill all I must on the EARTH...for I died in Christ ALL the MORE ...His will is perfect and brings life ...

There is an unseen Hand to me,
That leads thru ways I cannot see;
While going thru this world of woe,
 This hand still leads me as I go
I'm Trusting too the Unseen Hand,
That guides me through this weary land
And Some sweet day I'll reach that strand,
Still Guided by the unseen hand
His hand has led thru shadows drear,
And while it leads I have no fear;
I know twill lead me to that home,
Where sin nor sorrow e'er can come,
I'm Trusting too the Unseen Hand,
That guides me through this weary land
And Some sweet day I'll reach that strand,
Still Guided by the unseen hand
I long to see my Savior's face
And sing the story "Saved by Grace"
And there upon that golden strand,
I'll praise Him for His guiding hand.
I'm Trusting too the Unseen Hand,
That guides me through this weary land
And Some sweet day I'll reach that strand,
Still Guided by the unseen hand

It is a slow and hold hymn...they are just awesome music of the Land and of HOPE