BUT then I was really messed up just lost my sister...you remember all this...so do they ...I was frightened oppressed and now seeing things probably BUT HOPING NOT THAT IT IS NOT TRUE...then the deception was as...
1 Peter 5:8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your ADVERSARY the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
...I have done a lot of searching over this...why this happen and I keep getting bits and pieces where I was deceived and waits ...I have to say this because it keeps coming back ... but I was shaken by a dream because I called out to Jesus Christ asked Him why I couldn't move and I like as my neighbor on both sides they could but they were blinded and we were like on this roller coaster in this dream and I looked down and my feet were like welded or in this type of foundation grown over my feet for I could not lose my OWN Feet... I had become in darkness and lured away ...why because it proves How freeing came to be... I found this as I was looking for verse of former things cause UNTIL I acknowledge my wrong as His word states (obedience gives great humility but disposition from among the weak) then He will forgive you (yeah its Bible because you can't repent trying to bend His commandments ) ....Ephesians 4:14, 18-19 That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; Having the understanding darkened, being ALIENATED from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the BLINDNESS of their HEART: Who being past feeling have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness. In my case the Despair of My Heart ruled and I couldn't see around August '09...Indeed!!! If you don't stay prayed up you fall in a deception though God's Love is trying to save you ... Jesus by MYYYYY CRYYYY shook me...for as the other foundation about me was grass it perplexed me as what I was really standing on...I began to pray if I RECALL to set me free...I saw this light shining in the grass and I Said Lord oh let me see...and the way of this moving thing went like all the way around and I saw it again I kept my eyes on it as close as I could...The Third Time I SAW IT! It was a sword and I cried Lord let this thing of moving bring me close for my hands were free so I can get that sword...I picked it up and IMMEDIATELY I Began to see this moving foundation! And Lo I was as a scale on this massive green Dragon...All his scales were other souls ...and I cut my feet free and I leaped off and ran for cover squatted down behind a tree with a small bush in shock to which I had become a servant to and I peeked after at least clearing about 100 feet in shock and It roared for it knew I had left...it would search the woods high and low...the dragon was so full it didn't realize I had left IN THE DREAM as it was and quick but to write is much...and I began to make my way Home...I began to get stronger by what was it THE Sword, The Bread Of Life,...for I had become very weak...because I didn't read the Word like I had once nor did I pray clearly and repently before His grace ... for I became bitter which Im no more and that was the seed ignorantly began to grow due to more deception was shown to me by my Own heart which was the first in call like as so...for I was walking upside down in this world and knew it not...so I put off of what a former I had become to walk upright and obedient But NOW I see His Word and The Bread Of Life shows and speaks to me like I never dreamed it would because I repented and strive to do as I learn and keep learning...AND THE LORD WILL KEEP SHINING ALL THE WAY TO MY ETERNAL HOME...why blessed are the Merciful for they shall obtain mercy...T is a GREAT THING for it keeps His love flowing through you...and I will forever speak Of His Peace for I strive to keep my feet shod with the Gospel of Peace...
No I'm not proud I'm proud of God Deliverance and shaking me...I'm proud of The way He gives or turns it in such a metaphor journey...like I said this was learning salvation which you sat and discussed a few months... but this fear of horror that came over me and I couldn't mov...I asked why that's when it came quite a few days later after seeking why...I picked it up Isaiah 58:8 ...Jesus came and picked me up nope never hv I looked back but only ran the other direction...
Yep follow His word and use it...that's why He showed me the sword...i had to pick it up and apply and heed...it is not easy...don't follow one that messed with you secretly ...yes Psalms can instruct as u seek...oh all that will become dust if u heed....repent don't sway or bow in even styles return as so He will go before you...keep staying in tune He will show u...if this is helping...yes...well I was seeking it out why then I understood its easy to do...But He don't want us to...He never did...I just pray for you...but I absolutely have to paint more will come of His amazing philosophies and poetry...yeah that painting ...Jesus has to be more nonchalant than we can realize bc not intentionally its as though He folded it then tossed it ...He was a Carpenter so it fits...I used a reference pic but learned of the meaning almost a year and an half ago by a lady In The church...it was a post then I tried without a pic then found one of a regular pic but in no wise did it turn out that way...it shows as a book and napkin makes sense the background I looked at nothing...its as usual but not intended 4 pics in 1 ... I was shocked but pleased...no I don't do that...I was just waiting for u to get on bc He would say be sure to tell them I'm like How??? I would go to sit write but nothing would come or would but couldn't be sent ... but this is why among other reasons... nope...yes as like u hv yours now and the same as iT flowed ... I agree with u I agree In The nature u r that's why ...yep ...yes it did...not in mine at all which now u see so now so now its in mine ...just like so ....oh it was massive...yep exactly ...Oh that is Our Father ...yes. 1 does but is not sure....God Bless, Grace and Guide You in Jesus Name
